Tumblr crosspost (11 January 2021)

[anghraine]

The relief I felt at checking my uni email and having no emails directed personally to me was so vast that even I feel it’s ridiculous.

I mean, I do have things to be somewhat stressed about, but it’s like I went from “oh my God, my heart’s going to stop as soon as I click” to a massive weight falling off my chest and shoulders.

Now all I have to do is work myself up to the phone call to set up a follow-up appointment with the psychiatrist about … uh, anxiety.

Tagged: #i exist in two forms: no fucks given and this is how i die #it's sometimes productive but mostly not fun