anghraine: a female half-elf with shoulder length hair in 3/4 profile (larissa (unimpressed))
Hey all. :\

I have a post on Tumblr about it that I imagine most of you have already seen. The short version would be that this doesn't feel as bad as Trump's first victory did—I had told myself over and over that this could happen, that it would come down to political trends thousands of miles away from where I live, etc. But my brain is telling me it's actually much worse. Trump scraped a victory in 2016 with a deck stacked very heavily in his favor, and without certainty about what his administration would really look like given that he's a lying blowhard, via the electoral college but against the will of the greater number of voters. That didn't mean he wasn't president, but getting fucked over by outdated mechanics of government set up by long-dead men is not the same as getting fucked over by fellow citizens who are very much alive and who know, or have the ability to easily find out, about the policies of the first Trump administration. Kamala Harris, whatever her faults, did not have anything like the baggage of HRC and yet the people of this country were far more willing to vote for Trump against her.

I've been quietly enraged for hours in a way I don't often get—I get annoyed, and sometimes I get normal angry, but like ... in 2016 I broke down crying over and over, and I haven't done anything of that. I feel cold but not numb. The last time I felt this kind of frozen hatred was when a relative told me he'd struck a plea bargain about statutory rape with a sixteen-year-old student and was telling me so I didn't find out about it in the news. I didn't get upset as such, or feel immediately angry, or fight with him about it. I simply didn't care whether he lived or died for years afterwards.

There's this awful review of The Borgias that condemns Jeremy Irons's performance as Alexander VI/Rodrigo Borgia, because the reviewer claimed Irons lacks the appropriate "fire" to play Rodrigo—he admits that Irons does play him with a kind of fire, but says that Irons "burns with the steely flame of the North, not Latin fire." I thought this was a hilarious and very stupid characterization of both Alexander VI and Jeremy Irons, and told my best friend J about it, and it's entered our friendship lexicon. But he (my bff) has remarked a couple times that when I get truly, genuinely angry, it is absolutely a Steely Flame of the North situation. And I'm definitely feeling that now—not numb, not sad, not shocked, not screaming, just kind of hard.

I will say that, despite dutifully voting for him in the primaries, Bernie's "this is happening because of the Democrats turning their backs on working-class people, they lost the white ones to Trump and now they're deservingly losing Latino and Black ones" shtick is even more contemptible than usual IMO. Yeah, he's hammering it into his The Class War Is The Only War constant replay loop, but I don't know why the fuck he's associating this with Black voters. From what data we have at this point, the talk about Black men switching from Biden to Trump came out to a shift of four points from 2020 in exit polls (which, while done carefully, are known to be rough estimates—that's in the realm of statistical noise) and even if you did treat them as 100% accurate, the exit polls have Black female support for Trump actually dropping three points from 2020. (Union households favored Harris, btw.) Maybe he referenced Black voters to avoid sounding like he's scapegoating Latine voters specifically (who did shift towards Trump, especially men), maybe he's talking about lower turnout, but I think it's honestly super shitty to associate Black voters with this loss when a) there are many other more proximate causes, b) many Black voters are deliberately disenfranchised by their state governments and deal with more obstacles to voting than virtually any other group, and c) Black voters have been and remain unambiguously the most stalwart Democratic demographic apart from LGBT people (iirc the only group even slightly close is Jewish people—the same exit polls have them at 78% Democratic to Black voters' 85%, with Black women specifically at 91% for Harris). Lumping Black voters in with almost anyone else flattens a truly vast divide.
anghraine: an armored female half-elf lifts a glowing hand with magic light coalescing beneath it (larissa (magic))
I'm glad it's arrived after a very weird summer. I'm doing a bunch of things with my mother and my housemate Ash (it's my mother's birthday and she suggested a "girl's day out" with us), trying to keep up with academia, etc. I stuck a bunch of posts I wanted to either make or respond to in my Tumblr drafts (the drafts folder is now at 845 lol), and am hoping I'll find the time to better organize my tags over here, so I'm not constantly running into my 2000 tag maximum. And I need to do a lot of grading. And I want to actually play the final version of BG3, now that Patch 7 is out and I've got mods working the way I want. And I want to revise my novel ... someday I'll find the time!

In any case, happy birthday to Jimmy Carter as well! I'm really glad he made it to 100 and hope he manages to fulfill his plan to vote for Harris/Walz.
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No doubt this merely reflects my own bourgeois morality or whatever the fuck, but I have absolutely zero tolerance for every single post that's like "the only problem with AI is capitalism and you're all just Luddites about it, the measurable environmental harm is NBD, and also data scraping from people without permission, acknowledgment, or recompense is fine actually."

They keep trying to obscure their basic argument that scraping art without credit of any kind to the artists is totally cool by plastering it over with Marx quotes and a lot of buzzwords about communism, neoliberalism, corporations, etc. But let's be real: this is bullshit sophistry. Data scraping without informing the people whose data is used, much less gaining their consent, much less recompensing them in any way at all, much less enough to compensate for this process's profound disrespect for their skills and professions, is unethical. It would be unethical in a communist utopia and it is worse in reality. AI is not bad in any and all cases, but the ways it is being trained and used are wrong, and extremely so, and the environmental harm is both significant and intrusive, which is also bad.

Yes, people are prone to jumping to extreme hyperbole about it, or believing said hyperbole, because of the Internet's usual habits and because various forms of "AI" are being imposed on people in a particularly obnoxious way and because the data scraping is genuinely super shitty and because being forced into extremely reluctant complicity with something that harms the noticeably worsening world around us is deeply frustrating. But the AI techbros' practices really are unethical and the idea that you can rationalize and deconstruct and obfuscate this to the point where every moral failing in the world is either a) a problem entirely reducible to capitalism or b) not a problem is beyond absurd, and in some ways, beyond contemptible.
anghraine: adora as she-ra holding an unconscious catra in her arms (catradora (save the cat))
She-Ra meets rambling (very rambling) personal/family angst:

So, I’ve mentioned that She-Ra was one of my first fandoms, for a loose value of “fandom.” I was too young for the original show itself (it came out a year before I was born), but my aunt wasn’t, and she gave me all her She-Ra books and figurines, which were the only superhero-ish things I ever loved. And I loved them with my entire five-year-old soul!

In fact, I loved them for several years afterwards, and only reluctantly surrendered the books/figurines when my aunt asked if I still had them. I wasn’t really ever a “now I’m Mature and the things I used to like are Cringy and Bad” person, so I retained a strong affection even when I was older and enjoying more advanced things.

As did my aunt, who is only five and a half years older than I am. She was like my cool older sister for a long time, even though we were very different people, and I vaguely associated this relationship with She-Ra in my head. Regardless, we played together, we shared clothes and toys, she taught me how to ride horses, etc, until we drifted apart.

That happened partly because five years was actually vast at certain ages, partly because my parents moved, but mostly because of our enormous differences in personality and interests. Still, I continued to think of her as Cool Big Sis until various things happened that led to her becoming much more insular and conservative, even for a pretty conservative family (my centrist parents are radical leftists by their standards).

The Bush administration kicked off around the time I started high school, and by the time I graduated, I was determined not to ever vote for any Republican for the rest of my life (I enthusiastically voted for Kerry in my first election and was baffled that so many people I knew hadn’t bothered or, worse, actually voted for Bush out of ~patriotism). End result: I’ve been a firm and reliable Democratic voter for sixteen years, while my aunt gets more far-right every year (…and day, it feels like).

And it’s like … she long ago ceased to be “cool” given that she’s become a raging bigot (by nearly all accounts more than she ever was before, so not just something I missed because I was a kid). She dismisses the racism my father experiences when she's not personally perpetuating it, she’s ~so much for the tolerant left~ about her homophobia (and I’m lesbian), she’s awful and goes off on these asinine screeds to my mother every. single. day. Like, she earnestly argued the other day that Kate Brown is an agent of Satan.

Meanwhile, back when the new She-Ra was about to come out, she heard about it and excitedly forwarded me the link. Whatever else our differences, it’s our thing!

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Until I posted about the resuscitation of Voyager 1, my activity bar over on Tumblr was split pretty evenly between responses to a P&P post that had been reblogged by a BNF and various people who are extremely into The Borgias discovering my back catalogue. Before the P&P post reblog, the activity bar was ... like, 90% Borgias reblogs and likes. And good for them, it's still my favorite TV show ever!

In any case, this is probably why I included my brief quasi-epistolary modern US American politics Borgias AU from 2016 in my random list of fics in this post. I did re-read it before finishing that post and had fun immersing myself in all the little details that went into the AU. I'd originally hoped to write more of it, but writing a US politics AU was ... a more difficult prospect after Trump's election and I never did. Still, there's quite a bit that I'd already nailed down and forgotten later.

I did remember that one element of the basic premise is that this version of the Borgia family is not (recently) from Valencia or Italy. Rodrigo is the son of immigrants to the US from Ecuador and rose against adversity to wealth and political power. After serving as a capable Speaker of the House, Rodrigo beats the Republican presidential nominee "Julius Rove" (Giuliano della Rovere) and in the same election cycle, Rodrigo's seat in the House is won by his young nephew César (Cesare, of course). And I remembered that the story was primarily told via excerpts from news headlines and clippings (in fact it's entirely told that way because I never wrote the rest).

Other details I didn't remember:
  • These Borgias are Californians! West Coast, best coast. :D
  • Rodrigo's first VP is Katharine Powers (Caterina Sforza). In the fic, this relationship had yet to go horribly awry, but I had plans for a later disaster.
  • I had a brief aside about Rove delaying a formal concession to Rodrigo. Although the fic was posted in July of 2016, you didn't need foresight to imagine that being a RL concern later, though I certainly didn't anticipate the form it would take in 2021.
  • Vanozza is Rodrigo's ex-wife, Vanessa Gautier, a Canadian actress from Montréal who raised not only their children but the orphaned César as well. I seem to vaguely recall that she was a fairly minor public figure at the time of their divorce, years before the election, known mainly for a well-regarded performance as Empress Theodora in Byzantium, a made-up film that is very different from the actual Byzantium film directed by Neil Jordan (creator of The Borgias; I am pretty sure this was a convoluted shout-out that amused me at the time). Vanessa's very PR-savvy daughter Lucrecia jokes that her first public appearance was in Byzantium (Vanessa was pregnant with her at the time; I'm sure this was a reference to Carrie Fisher's jokes about her "performance" in Tammy, when Debbie Reynolds was pregnant with her).
  • Since then, Vanessa has worked her way into more consistently prominent roles and is now a very well-known movie star in her own right, especially following her role in a massively successful HBO epic fantasy TV series that is this universe's version of Game of Thrones, but based instead on David and Leigh Eddings' Elenium and Tamuli novels (Vanessa plays Sephrenia but brings a bit of Lena Headey-as-Cersei energy to the role).
  • I still kind of love this element (with a very major reservation discussed below) of a bizarro world hit fantasy series based on a completely different book series being embedded into an AU about the Borgias navigating US politics as a Democratic political dynasty along the lines of the Kennedys, but obviously dealing with a very different world and other pressures like, uh, racism.
  • There's also a reference to Lucrezia's rivalry with Sancia d'Aragona in the show; Lucrecia's first actual public appearance was not political but rather, at a big entertainment event with Vanessa. Lucrecia managed to upstage the new superstar Sasha Darby.
  • There's a reference to a photograph of Lucrecia with César at a political event, in which she is of course wearing Valentino (this still amuses me).
So just after that, I was visiting my parents and saw that my dad is re-reading The Belgariad, the most popular of David and Leigh Eddings's fantasy series (but The Elenium is better, fight me). We talked a little about it and of course, I also thought of my random The Elenium adaptation subplot in the Borgias politics AU I'd just been re-reading, and remembered that I'd actually once had an idea inspired by the fic subplot for an Elenium fancast that draws entirely from the actual cast of Game of Thrones. I don't remember the specifics since I never did it, except (of course) Lena Headey as Sephrenia and I think Peter Dinklage as Stragen. Charles Dance as Dolmant??? I kind of like the idea of Nathalie Emmanuel as Ehlana, but there are multiple options.

I should add that David and Leigh Eddings are high-octane problematic figures in SF/F. The Belgariad especially includes a lot of misogyny and racism, and is, let's say, politically ambiguous in general. Moreover, it became well-known after David and Leigh Eddings's deaths that decades earlier, he and Leigh had adopted two children, abused the son, and the children were taken away by the state. The Eddingses separately served a year in prison for the abuse at a time when this was rarely punished at all. The knowledge of this makes all subsequent re-reads feel very surreal, given the prominence in the novels of weird yet idealized kids who turn out to be literal gods. (The linked post also discusses reading the Eddings books, especially the Belgariad-centered ones, in light of this.)

I had personally been very invested in the Eddingses' novels as a teenager/young adult; they were formative experiences for me as a fantasy fan and I have strong feelings about basically every aspect of all of them up to and including The Redemption of Althalus. I kept my collection of Eddings books after finding out what they'd done, since they were dead anyway at that point, but it feels weird to talk about them without mentioning the level of baggage around them. Apparently David was an alcoholic (extremely unsurprising), Leigh was generally violent, and he considered divorce, but never went through with it. Eventually several strokes left her unable to write or speak, though David continued to credit her as co-author, and he himself had increasingly severe dementia and required constant care in his last years while still writing. They had become extremely wealthy and left their millions to medical research and need-based scholarships at Reed College, his alma mater. So the legacy is a LOT and, as I said, it feels odd to talk about their work without acknowledging it.
anghraine: a picture of multnomah falls in oregon: a tall waterfall with a wooden bridge connecting either side (multnomah)
I reblogged a screenshot of an official Tweet from Senator Raphael Warnock (D-GA), which includes a photograph of him standing next to his senatorial office in the Capitol with his name by the door. In the Tweet, he remarks that he was being arrested by the Capitol police for nonviolent protest the previous time he was there, and this time they were just showing him to his office there.

Tagged: #:D
anghraine: leia in early esb smiling (leia [smiling])
More political schadenfreude:


[A screenshot from a news headline reading "Sen. Minority Leader Mitch McConnell makes remarks"]

hahahaha
anghraine: leia in rotj with the sun shining through her hair (leia [illuminated hair])
Mood is currently a mix of “phew” and “FUCK YEAH”

Tagged: #trifecta!!!
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I reblogged a gif of dancing crabs overlaid with "TRUMP IS GONE," as one does.

Tagged: #THANK GOD #i just watched the whole inauguration and spent it being like 'nothing go wrong nothing go wrong' #and 45 is out :D
anghraine: a picture of multnomah falls in oregon: a tall waterfall with a wooden bridge connecting either side (multnomah)
I reblogged this and added:

And, other events aside, congratulations to Sen.-elect Jon Ossoff (D-GA)!!!!

anghraine: choppy water on a misty day (sea)
I didn’t think (i.e., dare hope) the Senate was realistically in reach, but seems like it is! Congrats to Sen.-elect Raphael Warnock (D-GA). :D

Tagged: #and seriously ... shout-out to georgia democrats and democratic voters for making this possible #both policy-wise and schadenfreude-wise
anghraine: leia c. esb, jaw dropping (leia [shocked])
I’m kind of morbidly curious if the Joseph Epstein arguing today that Jill Biden shouldn’t call herself “Dr Biden” is the same Joseph Epstein who called Stephen Greenblatt a brain tumor on academia in the 90s.

Tagged: #i mentioned the latter in passing in my 16th cent exam and suddenly saw the name again and was like... the fuck? #and it went down from there
anghraine: a black and white picture of a large city clock with roman numerals (clock)
It’s not that the last four years haven’t been weird and awful, but this election has been really, really strange.

Tagged: #the now deeply conservative scotus just went 'bzuh?' at texas's case and it's like #yeah. 'bzuh?' is pretty much my feeling too

[ETA 3/13/2024: This is somewhat "huh" to read in retrospect—I didn't see the insurrection coming at all, but I feel like "something weird is in the air" was basically the right instinct!]
anghraine: a picture of multnomah falls in oregon: a tall waterfall with a wooden bridge connecting either side (multnomah)
This anon said:

(hi nervous anon again) okay full disclosure, I’m not even american and maybe I have no right to be stressed about this election, but I WAS and now that the race has been called, I wanna say congratulations!! You guys did it!!! 🎉

I replied:

Thank you so much!! It’s such a relief.

anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
I know that Republicans trying to make voter fraud a thing to de-legitimize results they don’t like is very serious, but also some of the people trying to jump on the bandwagon are truly ridiculous. They’re like … I lost in a D+71 district, how could this be???!?

Tagged: #he lost by 72 points instead of 71 so obviously shenanigans
anghraine: a stock photo of a book with a leaf on it (book with leaf)
Wow, a whole four Republican senators have congratulated Biden and Harris.
anghraine: vader's entrance in anh; text: i think i speak for everyone when i say mwahahahahahaha (anakin [muahahahaha])
I meant to tone down the election posting once it was called, but



[A screencap of a headline reading: "Trump voters in Pennsylvania face distress and disbelief: 'I don't ever remember feeling so devastated.' The article begins: "For many Trump supporters, Biden's narrow victory in the state felt especially disorienting because Trump significantly increased his turnout this..."]

hahahahahaha

Tagged: #sorry joe i have no intention of being gracious about this #mmm i'll just have some delicious schadenfreude in my tea today

anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
irresistible-revolution responded to this post:

🤡🤡🤡

I replied:

lol

[ETA 3/6/2024: Ordinarily I'm on quite good terms w/ irresistible-revolution, so I didn't really understand that response. Maybe she thought it was cringe and centrist to care about Trump remaining president, or assumed that I had voted for Biden in the primaries (I actually voted for Bernie, though by the time Washington got to vote, it didn't really matter). Her response came fairly early on election night, when things were much less clear-cut than they had become by the time I replied.]
anghraine: various thickly-bound books on the shelves of a library (library)
I can’t stop grinning and laughing tbh
anghraine: a black and white picture of a large city clock with roman numerals (clock)


[A screenshot of three consecutive posts in the 538 feed. 1) Nate Silver on Nov 7th at 11:25 AM announced "CNN HAS CALLED THE ELECTION FOR BIDEN" with his own screenshot of Manu Raju on Twitter posting "CNN projects Joe Biden elected the 46th president of the United States after Biden wins Pennsylvania." 2) Micah Cohen at the same time said "CNN and NBC News have projected that Joe Biden will become the 46th president of the United States. 3) Two minutes later, Nate Silver posted again: "ABC NEWS HAS CALLED PENNSYLVANIA AND THE ELECTION FOR BIDEN."]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tagged: #not putting this one under a cut!

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