anghraine: a female luke skywalker under the twin suns of tatooine from a painting by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (binary suns))
Truly trivial complaints:

My birthday is coming up (the ides of March!!) and it’s a Significant Age, so people are like … you need to make a list so we have some idea of what to give you for the Significant Birthday!

Which is fair, but these days, the things I want are like … “my longtime best friend to live in the PNW again” and “my prelims to be over” and “a book cover for my perpetually unfinished novel” and “Amazon to do well by Númenor” and “a sudden desire to eat vegetables.”

I mean, there are plenty of things that occur to me in passing, but when it comes down to making a list, they all flee my mind and … ???

Tagged: #i know there are things other than money that i want #i just can't think of most of them #and the ones i can think of are prohibitively expensive so i wouldn't actually ask #hmm #hmmmmm #gw2 costumes? i'm not playing at the moment but i love them and am feeling like going back #but it seems a kind of trivial thing #i've thought one of those genetic tests would be fun but a) they're expensive and b) i know exactly where my ancestors are from #seriously though if i could pick any actually-possible thing it /would/ be money for art commissions #not just the novel ... like althea and logan or fíriel and éowyn or lucy and vader or the aasimar au or my d&d warlock ororor #this is what comes of having art ideas but no ability lol #but i can't really ask the people in my life for that #uhhhh #i don't want to read anything rn so the old reliable of books/bookstore gift cards is kind of out #cooler dice? i don't know!!
anghraine: simone ashley as kate sharma; text: catherine darcy (catherine darcy [simone])
I'm taking a brief break from my dissertation to ... uh, amuse myself by figuring out my readers' ranking of my genderbending fics on AO3.

Rules I'm applying: 1) I'm only including fic verses that are collectively at least 2000 words long because, well, I do have to go back to the diss, 2) verses comprised of multiple fics are ranked according to either the popularity of the series as a whole or the most popular individual fic (depending on which is higher; not combining them because there's a lot of overlap), 3) I'm considering both bookmarks and kudos in my judgment—we'll see if it makes a difference, and 4) I'm ignoring everything with less than 30 kudos and 5 bookmarks.

1. First Impressions | 215 bookmarks | 876 kudos | genderbent characters: Elizabeth Bennet (-> Henry Bennet) and Fitzwilliam Darcy (-> Catherine Darcy)

This is a genderswapped retelling of Pride and Prejudice set in its original period (not really a true "what if"). All stats are specifically for the original (completed) 36k fic. It individually beats out every possible stat for every other fic in the series as well as the series as a whole. (Note: The overall series is 44k words long.)

2. Lucy Skywalker series | 163 bookmarks | 406 kudos (The Jedi and the Sith Lord) | genderbent characters: Luke Skywalker (-> Lucy Skywalker)

This is a genderbent AU that mostly, but not completely, sticks to the rails of canon until the end of the ESB timeline, at which point it swerves into the "real" AU. The Jedi and the Sith Lord is the sequel to The Imperial Menace/the ESB plot, and the third fic in the main series, focusing on the consequences of Vader capturing Lucy. It's technically completed at 70k, but only in the sense that it explores what happens to/with Lucy and Vader until the nature of her captivity fundamentally changes, and everything after that will be a separate fic but hasn't been written yet. Although none of the individual fics have as many bookmarks as the series as a whole, my #2, #3, and #4 most bookmarked genderbent fics are all for the Lucyverse. (Note: the overall series is 129k words long.)

3. Love, Pride & Delicacy | 25 bookmarks | 163 kudos | genderbent characters: Fitzwilliam Darcy (-> Catherine Darcy, for convenience)

This is an actual Elizabeth/f!Darcy "what if" femslash AU rather than a retelling, though a slow one—it's still early in the overall story at 25k. It's also placed in the original P&P setting. There is no wider series.

4. The Lady of Gondor | 25 bookmarks | 119 kudos (we also are daughters of the great) | genderbent characters: Faramir (-> Fíriel)

This is a deeply self-indulgent Aragorn/f!Faramir/Éowyn AU, though it's not only a WIP but split into different vaguely related fics (some of which are also WIPs!) about some aspect of the verse in relation to Fíriel. I think the norms of Gondor and Middle-earth make the gender change particularly significant (in some ways more than any other verse), so actual plot and relationship changes tend to be the focus. The kudos are for the specific linked fic, which is a WIP at nearly 5k and the most Éowyn-centric of them. (Note: the overall series is about 9.5k words long.)

5. The Edge of Darkness | 17 bookmarks | 106 kudos | genderbent characters: Tarrlok (-> Taraka)

This is a genderbent f!Tarrlok AU, though told entirely from Noatak/Amon's perspective, and to some extent more about the impact on him than on Taraka herself (though she's extremely important to the fic). Even more than that, the linked fic is focused on the effect of the change on their family dynamics as children, until teenage Noatak leaves her behind per canon. The fic can look like a retelling à la First Impressions, since the basic plot points don't change, but the larger series is on course to swerve into full "what if" territory as well. However, like First Impressions, these stats are all for the completed opening fic (18k) and not the longer WIP series (32k), which is temporarily paused at the point where 37-year-old Taraka openly identifies Amon as Noatak. CW: child abuse.

6. Blood and Fire | 16 bookmarks | 67 kudos | genderbent characters: Tarrlok (-> Taraka) and Noatak (-> Nataka)

This is a dark(er) AU of The Edge of Darkness in which Noatak/Amon is also genderbent, and the bloodbending siblings never separated. Taraka fled home with Nataka back in the day, they only grew closer (...too close), and although Taraka still ended up on the Republic City council, her true loyalty is to Amon. She promptly turns Korra over when Amon shows up, which is where the fic begins; it's told entirely through Korra's attempts to navigate her circumstances as a prisoner of the Equalists. CW: incest, complicated F/F/F dubcon??? emotional bonding kink with occasional violence yet little overt romance and no sex. I am what I am. The stats are for the completed (though deliberately ambiguous) main fic, which is 10k, and not the side fics or the series as a whole (13k).

7. The Queer Rogue One AU | 12 bookmarks | 57 kudos (the words we've both fallen under) | genderbent characters: Cassian Andor (-> Cassia Andor)

This is, on one level, a relatively straightforward genderbent!Cassian AU that is more or less complete at 13k. The underlying concepts are: a) what if my male fave was a hot lesbian and my ship was f/f and b) what if we headcanon every single member of the main team as queer in some capacity :D and c) the SW universe is so blatantly patriarchal in the films that it's a particularly interesting setting for exploring the effects of the gender change on someone like Cassia, a female revolutionary and spy :D :D. It's a little challenging to properly evaluate where it sits wrt stats because I revised the scattered, vaguely connected scraps of the universe into a single fic through both sentence-level revisions and significant additions, but that revision is only on Tumblr (where the link currently goes to, sorry) and my GoogleDrive, not AO3. It's not even a series in my heart! But it is on AO3. Evaluate as you will, but when I finally get around to converting the AO3 version to the correct format this may or may not change. For now this is where it goes by AO3 stats.

8. Daughters of Númenor series | 5 bookmarks | 33 kudos (the voices of the sea) | genderbent characters: all Númenórean throwbacks in LOTR, but specifically Aragorn (-> Aranor), Faramir (-> Míriel), Denethor (-> Andreth), and Imrahil (-> Imraphel)

As might be guessed, this is an AU where every Númenórean throwback mentioned in LOTR is genderbent (in the backstory, this also includes Ivriniel and Finduilas of Dol Amroth, who become Túrin, Prince of Dol Amroth, and Gwindor of Dol Amroth). It's Aranor/Míriel and definitely focused on them despite the broader change (where Arwen is a non-factor for the OT3 in The Lady of Gondor because she went to Valinor with Celebrían, she actually is present in Middle-earth in this series, though unfortunately very straight). While Fíriel in The Lady of Gondor was never expected to be a warrior and gets on reasonably well with Denethor, this AU is more about the broader effects—so even though we rarely see f!Denethor/Andreth, it's significant that she was a trailblazer as a female warrior, loremaster, and ultimately the first female ruler of Gondor, inadvertently laying a foundation that Aranor could build on later (which would have horrified Andreth herself!). The specific fic with the most kudos in the series, linked above, is a nearly 2k fic about the effect of Faramir's canonical visions on Míriel. (Note: the overall series is currently 3k words long.)
anghraine: a black and white picture of young sissy spacek and carrie fisher (subtitled 'lucy and leia') (lucy and leia (letters))
Back in January (of 2024!), I saw [personal profile] sqbr's fantastic post on gender, female characters, genderswap, and original female characters. It's here and it's great. A nuanced, complicated take on this kind of genderbending is basically a bat signal for me personally, and at first I was going to comment directly to them, but my response grew as I thought about it, so I figured I'd put my response here instead of spamming their blog. I've basically been thinking about it off and on for the last two months. If you're reading this, I'd advise you to check out their post.

So, backing up a bit: I've often found the genderswap/genderbending and original female character (OFC) discourses to be—well, in all honesty, incoherent, unfair, and deeply stupid most of the time. I feel like a lot of "the discourse" around these things is contingent on 1) a “why are we not about me” approach to gender and 2) a sort of internalized fandom hierarchy, especially with regard to original female characters vs canon female characters. As I see it, all characters are someone’s OCs. As a consequence, the framework in which female characters produced by a generally male or male-dominated creator/creative group should be considered more authentically female than female characters produced by fans who are very often actual women can seem profoundly unjust and also simply very strange.

For instance, I love a lot of the female characters in Robert Jordan’s The Wheel of Time and would not argue that they aren't actually women. Moiraine Damodred is one of my favorite female characters in fantasy, partly because she's a woman in a role that goes to men most of the time. But the "fictional women created by a male author" vibe is intense and inescapable in these books. The idea that fans' OFCs reflect a less authentic femaleness than Jordan's powerful women getting sexily spanked over and over feels pretty bizarre.

And this extends to genderswap/genderbending, given that when influential people in Hollywood or the broader entertainment industry change a male character's gender to female (either the character was previously conceptualized as male in the creative process, or the work is an adaptation of a source in which the character was male), the same wing of fandom that condemns fannish genderbending tends to be completely supportive and to see the new version as a legitimate female character. We can see this with Ripley, Azula, Joan Watson, etc. And even going the other way, nobody seems to think Luke Skywalker is somehow not a real male character even though George Lucas kept changing his gender, or that there was anything wrong with Lucas doing that. The condemnations of genderbending cis male characters to female ones are pretty specifically about fans doing this, especially female fans.

That's a longer rant than I meant it to be, but the reason I bring it up is because this has always struck me as a baffling argument as well as an unfair one. But I think [personal profile] sqbr's post highlights an important distinction between arguments about characters' femaleness and arguments about characters' female characterness, if that makes sense. The ways in which female characters tend to be framed by the narratives they appear in shape our sense of what female characters are and what is desirable for them to be.

For me, M->F genderbending is partly about my own wobbly, weak sense of gender, but also partly an expression of affection. It's satisfying to give the kind of centrality and/or Very Special Boy treatment that my male faves typically get to a girl or woman, and to explore the ways in which the kind of frameworks typically given to male characters collide with generally patriarchal settings, all without sacrificing my fave. So, say, my female Luke Skywalker has to deal with The Space Patriarchy and with being Special and Important and centered in a way typically reserved for male characters.

And that's often a major part of the appeal of M->F genderbending for me—a female character getting the structural narrative benefits typically reserved for various kinds of male characters, but without fundamentally disrupting the structure of the cast as given in canon. So turning Luke into Lucy feels fundamentally different to me, and much more satisfying, than inventing, say, a female triplet to take his narrative place.

And this is basically the exact opposite motivation as the one described in [personal profile] sqbr's post, of relating to female characters because of the narrative framework typically given them. I don't think either of us are wrong, factually or morally, we just sometimes have different tastes in terms of how we do fandom and gender.

I do think they're very correct about how a lot of female characters who are kind of presented as badass or whatever by way of receiving traits often assigned to male characters don't hit the same note as female characters who are given the kind of narrative framing often assigned to male characters. And I also think [personal profile] sqbr is right that what we all get out of female characters, what we find appealing in them, or gratifying, or admirable (or cringey, reminiscent of painful RL experiences, an annoying trope given female form Yet Again, etc), is hugely variable between people in ways that can actually be entirely legitimate for those different people. I've known female SW fans, for instance, who couldn't latch onto Leia the way I did because of the ways she's sidelined by the narrative structure of the OT (particularly ROTJ). I think that's perfectly fine, actually, even though I don't feel the same.

In addition, I had some amorphous thoughts about how when canon female characters click for me, they tend to really click, which [personal profile] sqbr also discusses in their post. An easy example for me is Attolia Irene in The Queen of Attolia, whose experiences and choices are profoundly shaped by patriarchy and who is given the kind of messy sympathy and resourceful triumph that is often reserved for characters like Gen and who is beautiful in a way I personally find hot as a lesbian. I briefly thought about what f!Eugenides/Irene would be like—cool to be sure, but tbh I'm not that interested because I'm so invested in Irene specifically.

Sort of relatedly, I do find it annoying when there's a discussion going on about favorite female characters in a canon, especially a male-dominated canon, and people respond with canonically male characters "because he's a lesbian to me" or whatever. I’ll defend a lot when it comes to genderbending, but that’s not cool.
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
[personal profile] heckofabecca responded to this post:

The second one tho…. lololol

I replied:

Lucy’s boundless respect for her father is a thing to behold :P

anghraine: vader and luke dueling in esb (anakin and luke)
[personal profile] heckofabecca said:

Give me a 6 :)

I replied:

6. What’s your favorite piece of dialogue you wrote this year?

Heh, I wrote a lot of dialogue. It’s definitely going to come from The Jedi and the Sith Lord … okay, it’s kind of cheating, but my favorite dialogue-heavy moment was very predictably:
“Everything I’ve done has been to save the galaxy!”
“Good job,” said Lucy.
“If it weren’t for your pathetic Rebellion—”
She gave a scornful laugh. “You didn’t think it was pathetic when we blew up the Death Star and shot you out of the sky!”
“When you blew up the Death Star,” said Vader. “The Rebellion is little more than an irritant without you.”
It would be insufferably arrogant to think so. But sometimes—well, she worried about what might happen without her there, without an agent of the Force on their side, while the Empire had Vader, however ambivalent he might be. Lucy set her teeth.
“You can flatter me all you want,” she said. “Do you think it’s ever going to make a difference? If you’re waiting for that, you can just kill me already.”
“That is not your destiny,” said Vader.
She could nearly have beaten her head against the bars on his window.
“As if you don’t take destiny into your own hands all the time,” she said. “Did you call it destiny when you killed Anakin Skywalker?”
Vader’s hand unclenched.
“What?” he said.
“Oh, you thought I’d forget my father if you treated me nicely enough?” said Lucy, her voice rising. “I haven’t!”
His mask turned towards the window, as if searching for some answer in its sickly light, then turned back to her. For a moment, he simply appeared to examine her.
“No,” he said at last. “I am your father.”
For something lighter that leans less on canon … I’m fond of this, from later in the fic:

Finally, her arm went completely numb and Vader knocked the lightsaber right out of her hand. It clattered somewhere on the floor beneath them, while the red lightsaber hummed at her throat.

Lucy looked at the lightsaber, and then at Vader’s unreadable mask.
“Damn it,” she said.
He seemed—she concentrated—something like amused, or at least entertained. Lucy scowled.
“A worthy effort,” said her father.
“For a failure?”
“Yes,” he said, which wasn’t exactly encouraging. “Consider it instructive.”
Thanks,” said Lucy.
“Do you acknowledge your defeat?”
She nearly wrinkled her nose. “I guess.”
He waited, the lightsaber still inches from her skin. It was, though not frightening, certainly unsettling.
“Yes,” she grumbled. “I have fallen before your mighty skills, Lord Vader. Can I get down now?
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
brambleberrycottage said:

1 and 8 for writer's ask?

I replied:

1.

My favorite thing that I posted in its entirety this year: probably the gift of men, my Eldarion/Faramir’s daughter fic that I managed to squeeze into my challenge format of seven parts of seven sentences each. It had been rolling around in my head and in scraps for a long time, even though it’s quite short, and I finally managed to get it out in a way I was happy with!

My favorite thing that I updated this year is, inevitably, the chapters of The Jedi and the Sith Lord (the current fic from my Lucy Skywalker [f!Luke] ’verse) that I added. For some reason, TROS ignited my brain and after some four years of no updates I added a ton of chapters within a few weeks.

8.

Which fic this year was the most fun to write? Hmm, it’s got to be Lucy! I just really enjoyed it—the evolving relationship between Lucy and Vader, the droids, the ~drama, the RO cameos, everything. It’s a nice change, too, because while I’m really fond of the Lucyverse, some of it has been a misery to write and this was just a great time.
anghraine: a painting of a female luke skywalker by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (full body))
Every time I see genderbending discourse, I just want to write a post called "When Did Luke Skywalker Become a Man?"

The shortish version is that the assumptions underlying about 99% of the discourse put creators like George Lucas on a very strange pedestal, because apparently it's fine for George Lucas to switch Luke's gender multiple times but for a fan to do it, oh no, such things are not for us peons.

Like, if a female character who was originally written as a male character is not to be considered as a true female character, then was the character who would become Luke actually a man during the period in which she was being officially written, sketched, and painted as a woman? If so, then I guess Ripley and Azula aren't really female characters, either?

Of course, you can say that that was just part of the writing process, and the female version of Luke was a woman while she was being created as one, but the character ultimately ended up as a man, and that's why he's fundamentally a male character and this is essential to his characterization. But that leaves us at this place where creators like George Lucas can switch characters' genders however they like for the sake of ~~~art, but for us in fandom it's somehow problematic to do that, because we inherently occupy a lower position or ... something? But the idea that Star Wars fandom broadly believes in respecting George Lucas's artistic decisions and it's somehow immoral to change a final decision he made back to one of his previous decisions is just ... have you met Star Wars fans? Like, ever?

That's not even getting into the praise heaped on things like Elementary or the new(er) Battlestar Galactica. Is Joan Watson not really a female character? Kara Thrace? Or is it just somehow different, for some reason, when a canonically male character is re-imagined as a woman within a fandom context rather than when it's being driven by powerful people (mostly men!) in the entertainment industry?
anghraine: a black and white picture of young sissy spacek and carrie fisher (subtitled 'lucy and leia') (lucy and leia (letters))
Snowflake Challenge promotional banner featuring feet in snuggly socks, a mug of hot chocolate, a notebook with 'dreams' written on the cover, and a guitar. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

Belatedly, here's the third challenge!

Create a wish list of fandom things (podfic, graphics, playlists, canon recs translations, research help, vids, sky's the limit!) that you'd like to receive. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

This one stalled me because I love art so much that it was hard to think of anything else! I'm flattered by getting podficced, but because my particular autistic auditory issues don't work well with audiobooks/podcasts/etc, it's not something I'd specifically ask for. But images are great (graphics or more traditional art). So I'll go for what I honestly would most like at this moment in time:

1. I haven't even written it yet (...okay, mostly haven't written it), but I'd love some kind of art/graphic/whatnot for the Commander Bennet (P&P/Mass Effect) AU, especially involving Elizabeth (as Commander Bennet aka FemShep) and/or Darcy (as Dr. Illia T'Arzi aka Liara, though she looks more like Aria in something like Liara's clothes in my head, haha). I envision Elizabeth as an Infiltrator-like tech expert and Illia as a powerful, skilled biotic who occasionally remembers that guns exist.

2. In terms of fic I have written, probably the single fic I would most like a visual gift for is The Jedi and the Sith Lord, the third fic in my f!Luke Skywalker series, but the first one where the plot truly is drastically and permanently wrenched off the rails by the AU. The entire fic is about what happens after Lucy (f!Luke) gets taken captive by Anakin/Vader in the previous fic, and I'm not sure how many of you seeing this have read it (if any!), but I've always thought art of the scene where Lucy strikes her deal with Vader (in Ch 16) would be really cool. But really anything for it would be awesome—it's one of my most beloved of my fics (not necessarily the best, but one of the dearest to me personally).

3. Art of Tolkien canon Faramir—long black hair (not shoulder-length "long," long enough to stream out in the wind and mingle with the considerably shorter Éowyn's), naturally beardless, grey eyes, with the canonical "fair face" (as in pretty, not pale), very tall. Bonus for a more Byzantine aesthetic that would contrast with the usual quasi-western medieval vibe. Bonus if with Éowyn (blonde, grey eyes) or Aragorn (also beardless, tall, greying hair).

3b. Speaking of the Faramir/Éowyn scene, a variant: I mentioned on Tumblr awhile back that in an earlier draft, Éowyn cut her hair as part of her male disguise. People quibbled with me being like "hey that would be cool too" but I stand by the greatness of long-haired Faramir+post-haircut Éowyn.

4. Since this is a random wish list and not an exchange, I'll actually go wild: bookverse f/f Faramir/Aragorn in basically any medium. My personal preference would be for f!Aragorn to be a tough, hardened warrior and f!Faramir to not be a warrior at all.

5. Something for Love, Pride & Delicacy.

Looking over these, all but one involve genderbent characters. Ah well, I am what I am.
anghraine: simone ashley as kate sharma; text: catherine darcy (catherine darcy [simone])
I'm unsurprised but still pretty touched that Catherine Darcy crushed all opposition in my which-genderbent-character-of-mine-should-I-write Tumblr poll and that every single one got at least some votes. I suspected that nobody would vote for Taraka, say, but someone must have. And Lucy (f!Luke Skywalker) took second while Fíriel (f!Faramir) actually got into third, which also makes me happy.
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
 

The Jedi and the Sith Lord, Part 1


I finished recording the opening eight chapters (out of 21) of The Jedi and the Sith Lord, the sequel to my f!Luke AU fics The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker and The Imperial Menace. This part is all uploaded here, and matches the first eight chapters of the AO3 version here.

However, TJATSL is different from the other two; it’s always been the core of the AU in my mind and is the place where it really splits off into its own story. Consequently, if you’re familiar with the two major spoilers from the other fics (posted under the cut), it’s pretty easy to jump right into TJATSL without reading the others.

Some other stuff to know:
  • It does not run parallel to any of the movies, instead splitting off from the main canon storyline at the end of ESB and covering the next few months.
  • Where Adventures was about 29k and Imperial about 23k, TJATSL is 70k and covers half of its general storyline.
  • As with Adventures and Imperial, it assumes that the male domination of the OT exists in-world, with a major effect on the story.
  • Also like them, it generally ignores the SWEU and non-film/script material, apart from a few names.
  • Where Han’s and Leia’s chapters were the core of The Imperial Menace, TJATSL focuses tightly on Lucy and Anakin/Vader.
  • The page can take a few seconds longer than most to load.

Spoilers! )
anghraine: a painting of a female luke skywalker by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (full body))
I wasn't able to work at cleaning up TJATSL/recording/original novel writing/academia reading for family reasons ... but I did have some fun digging into the place where my Lucy feelings and Skywalker feelings come together.


anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
I'm too invested in my original fic stuff to usually request or commission fanfic scenes ... but if I had endless money and could choose moments from my fanfic to commission, they would probably be

- Logan Thackeray laying his hand on the shoulder of my Ascalonian human noblewoman version of the Pact Commander (though just the Hero of Shaemoor at that point, since I'm thinking of the "Missing Sister" storyline)

or

- the library scene in The Jedi and the Sith Lord where Lucy spoiler!! )
anghraine: leia looking anxiously away in esb (leia [anxious])


I finished recording The Imperial Menace, the sequel to my f!Luke AU, The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker. It’s all uploaded here. The recording matches the AO3 version here, also slightly cleaned up from the original.

Again, I don’t expect most people to be into this, but stuff to know if you are:
  • It resolves the cliffhanger at the end of Adventures, then ends on another one.
  • It runs parallel to the end of ANH and most of ESB.
  • It was first written in 2012 on a schedule, and ran into some difficulties, which is why it’s shorter and more erratic than Adventures.
  • As with Adventures, it’s based on the films and (where possible) the scripts, but not expanded universes past or present, official statements, etc.
  • Also as with Adventures, it assumes that the extreme male domination of the OT reflects in-world misogyny and patriarchy.
  • The page can take a few seconds longer than most to load.
Also, if you want to read this without reading The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker, that's mostly doable, but there is one major consequence in Adventures you'll need to know about. Cutting for the spoiler:

Ten-year-old spoiler within! )
anghraine: vader's entrance in anh; text: i think i speak for everyone when i say mwahahahahahaha (anakin [muahahahaha])
I don't think I meant The Imperial Menace to have much in the way of foreshadowing, but ngl, I'd forgotten that there's a part where Han is like "since I'm leaving, Lucy's going to need someone in her life with some blemishes on their soul."

I can only imagine that in the distance, "Enter Lord Vader" starts playing.
anghraine: a female luke skywalker under the twin suns of tatooine from a painting by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (binary suns))


I finished recording The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker, the first of the main fics in my ongoing f!Luke AU. It’s all uploaded at my other corner of the Internet (thanks to [personal profile] tree) here. The recording matches the AO3 version here, which I slightly cleaned up for this.

I know it’s not most people’s thing, but stuff to know if it does sound relevant to your interests:
  • It was first posted in 2011(!), is 29k long, and runs parallel to most of ANH.
  • It’s based on the films and (where possible) the scripts, but not expanded universes past or present, official statements, etc.
  • On that note (because I get asked about it), Lucy and Leia’s age is based on the ANH script, which states that Luke is 18 and Leia is about 16. I averaged it out to 17.
  • It does end on a cliffhanger, which has long been resolved in the AO3 version, but not recorded yet.
  • I don’t do accents etc apart from my own, though I try to differentiate the voices slightly.
  • The page can take a few seconds longer than most pages to load.
anghraine: a female luke skywalker under the twin suns of tatooine from a painting by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (binary suns))
I'm getting YouTube algorithm recs for a bunch of dudebro takes on various properties. >_>

Anyway, I'm just going to go back to contemplating the next part of my always-sort-of-a-girl!Luke Skywalker fanfic.
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
I'm not watching any SW shows atm (I don't have Disney+ and am not super into the current main characters), but everything I hear makes me really happy with my ultimate plans for my f!Luke Skywalker series.

...I adore OT!Luke as I understand him, and have no greater expression of love for an ostensibly cis male fave character than writing fic where they're genderbent into my own "afab and I guess I don't mind that much" experience. So a lot of my Luke feelings have gone into the f!Luke fic series I've intermittently plugged away at over the last 10+ years (it's up to 130k at this point!). And it looks like those feelings will ... keep going there tbh. My 15-pg outline for the next fic in the series only reaches the end of ROTJ, after all, and I have Plans for what happens after—plans that don't ignore the ST but wind out very differently. I don't care enough about TV canon to fold it in, though.
anghraine: darth vader stands in front of his son, holding luke's lightsaber hilt (anakin and luke [lightsaber])
This chapter goes slowly (for the current value of slowly), so:

“An Imperial? You’re sending me with a keeper?”

“A companion,” he repeated firmly. “And an Imperial of sorts. I would hardly send you with a Rebel.”

She had half a mind to tell him that the galaxy wasn’t divided into Imperials and Rebels, or at least to think it at him. But he should know that already, coming from Tatooine. Apparently he’d forgotten.

Well, he’d forgotten a lot.
 
anghraine: a black and white picture of young sissy spacek and carrie fisher (subtitled 'lucy and leia') (lucy and leia (letters))
I had to do things like “teach” and “clean things,” so this chapter’s coming along more slowly, but:

Leia didn’t usually let people get close. Lucy had never known why Leia made an exception for her, almost from the first—they’d just felt it, like something snapped into place as they ran hand-in-hand through the Death Star. Just like they’d have done if … somewhere else, if …

The thought—it was more like an impression—slid away.
 
smallblueandloud responded:

i’ve been saving this series to read but i JUST realized that it’s gonna be lucy and leia both as girls and now i’m EVEN MORE EXCITED

I replied:

:D

That’s one of the main things that convinced me to start it back in (eep) 2011. Since I see Luke and Leia as very similar in basic temperament but developing under different pressures, I really liked the idea of being able to play with that with twin sisters, and just exploring ways their relationship would be both different and the same (along with some things feeling different even when they are the same). So the Lucy-Leia relationship is a pretty major thread throughout.
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
I posted Ch 17 of The Jedi and the Sith Lord. The DW version is here.

rain-sleet-snow responded:

I can visualise all of those SO CLEARLY. Those poor flunkies.

I replied:

Heeeh, thank you! I’m not usually much for description, but I’ve had this in my head for a long time—these dastardly Imperials who go in planning to outmaneuver Darth Vader, of all people, only to find themselves facing a 20-y-o blonde.

(Lucy: I'm not great at making people feel comfortable, but if you want "unassuming, yet vaguely unsettling," I'm your woman!)

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