anghraine: kirk and spock stare at each other in a turbolift on the enterprise; their shadows projected on the wall behind them are nearly touching (kirk/spock [turbolift])
Technicallyyyyy it’s Thursday (12:28 AM!), but [personal profile] brynnmclean tagged me in WIP Wednesday (thank you!!!) and I dutifully worked on some other projects before giving up and following my heart.

And what my heart wanted was … well. Okay. Look, I know, I know, but nobody can be that surprised:

S’paak had no way of knowing which Starfleet officer would receive command of the Enterprise after Captain Pike’s promotion, if promotion it could be called. It must be called that, of course, by the wish of Captain Pike himself, and by what all evidence suggested was a collective agreement from the highest ranks of the service. Therefore, the captain was promoted, and soon she would answer to a different man.

She had no data to aid speculation as to the nature, character, or identity of the person who would replace Captain Pike, since nobody in the crew, including S’paak, was privy to their superiors’ deliberations. Accordingly, she did not join the other crew members in guesswork about their new captain, even in the privacy of her own quarters—or her own mind. After all, to a disciplined intellect, there was little difference between the two, and she did not know who was even under consideration. Contemplating the matter would not produce greater knowledge.

Even with no particular expectations or thoughts about the forthcoming captain of the Enterprise, she felt an unfamiliar trace of surprise when she received the actual notification about it. She, S’paak, would be first officer on the ship, and as such, had been granted priority status with regard to personnel changes. No one else on the crew yet knew the name of the chosen captain.

The privileges of seniority did not startle her. The identity of her captain did, a little.

S’paak considered the notification a second time.

Commanding officer of the USS
Enterprise: Kirk, Jessica T. (Cpt).

She knew virtually nothing of Captain Kirk, though the name sounded faintly familiar, enough that she thought it likely that she had heard it in some context in the past that had not struck her as worth committing to memory. A regrettable lapse, if easy enough to rectify with the many tools available to her. But S'paak had not expected that Starfleet would appoint a woman to Captain Pike’s position. Certainly not a young woman, as the (small and poor-quality) picture accompanying the name suggested Kirk was.

S’paak herself was not so illogical as to suppose that gender impeded a Starfleet officer’s capabilities in itself. But she had better reason than most to know that the practices of the Federation did not always resemble their ideals as closely as might be wished. Captain Kirk must have some unusual qualities, experiences, or connections—or some combination thereof—to rise so far at such an age.

“Fascinating,” S’paak murmured.

Tagged: #i would tag people but it's. uh. thursday #ALSO there is a method to the various choices made here i swear #also i am not AS hostile to post-tos sources as i am to the sweu etc but it's been years since i saw any of them #and i'm not concerned with accommodating long after the fact 'canon' material. this sparks joy (for me personally) and that is enough

[ETA 4/18/2025: After watching all the original ST movies, I feel more strongly than ever that ST is really many canons in a trenchcoat—engaging with each other but not actually compatible. This is especially the case with regard to Spock and Kirk, who take the biggest character arc hits via pop culture-ification and the soft reboot in even the original films, and only more over time (cf. the famous "Kirk Drift" article). I think movie Spock's arc is basically completely reset while defining him MUCH more by Vulcan culture throughout the films, but also swapping his and Kirk's TOS priorities pretty substantially. Kirk was often defined by The Good of the Many in TOS—few things infuriated him more than threats or harm to his crew, esp en masse—and I don't think it was TOS Spock's philosophy for a single moment. I also don't think that TOS Spock was truly all that normative as far as Vulcans are concerned; he often went out of his way to emphasize that he's half-human, his navigation of Vulcan identity was extremely fraught, and the function of that aspect of his arc was an attempt, however flawed, to engage with biracial problems specifically. So yeah, I super don't feel any need to bow to the movies or TNG or whatever, they're their own things—sometimes great, certainly engaging with TOS at times, but in an Aeneid to TOS's Iliad sort of way for me. And I do appreciate that ST historically has seemed less obsessed with welding a bunch of wildly disparate and not especially compatible projects into a single "canon."]
anghraine: catra and adora hugging after catra's rescue in "save the cat" (catradora (embrace))
I reblogged this post about what we were doing before we ever shipped fictional characters.

Tagged: #learning how to walk #i mean. personally ;) #my first ship was either ariel/eric or (much less consciously) adora/catra so...
anghraine: leia hugging luke at the end of esb (luke and leia [hugs!])
I reblogged a meme saying "Say some nice things about the person you reblogged this from in the tags" from ameliarating:

Tagged: #always interesting and thoughtful! #also the write three sentences reblogs help keep me on track :)
anghraine: a woman with short black hair (gwen thackeray from guild wars 2) casts a spell with pink/purple light (gwen)
I reblogged a post/meme about video game locations that fill you with "aching serenity."

Tagged: #pre-searing ascalon T_T
anghraine: leia in rotj with the sun shining through her hair (leia [illuminated hair])
I reblogged a meme telling fic writers to tag the first fandom they wrote for, the fandom they've written the most for, and the fandom they're currently writing for.

Tagged: #1) bookverse tolkien #2) star wars by an incredibly narrow margin #3) the last thing i worked on was for austen! #the big three

[ETA 4/13/2024: to my amusement, I now have exactly the same number of SW and Austen fics, which feels apropos to who I am as a person.]
anghraine: illustration of classic anh leia; text: princess leia (leia [princess leia])
[personal profile] heckofabecca responded to this post:

wooo you rock!

is this meme limited to like... fandom stuff

because "a bachelor's degree" is probably in my top 5 lol


I replied:

thanks! and no, it definitely can be original or life stuff
anghraine: a picture of grey-white towers starting to glow yellow in the rising sun (minas anor)
The meme crossed my dash, so: top five things I completed in 2020!

In no particular order:I only just noticed that they’re all Tolkien! I had to do a ton of 16th/17th/18th-cent reading irl, though, so it was nice to get far away from all that.

Tagging: [personal profile] heget, [personal profile] heckofabecca, irresistible-revolution, garethsedwards, [personal profile] incognitajones, and [personal profile] tree—if you want!
anghraine: a piece of paper covered in handwriting and a fountain pen; text: writer (writing)
I reblogged a writing meme urging anyone seeing it to write three sentences on their current project.

Tagged: #whistles

[ETA 4/6/2024: honestly, this has how I've managed to keep clawing through my dissertation. I'll tell myself to just write three sentences on it, that's not that hard! It's way less overwhelming than sections or chapters, and I usually end up writing considerably more than three! 10/10 writing meme, wholeheartedly recommend.]
anghraine: luke and leia against a yellow background, swirly circles between them; text: bonds of spirit (luke and leia [bonds of spirit])
[personal profile] elperian tagged me on Tumblr! For this meme, you show your top five songs on your current On Repeat Spotify list, if you use Spotify. I didn't bother snipping numbers 6&7, so they're included for no particular reason, but:



[A screenshot of a Spotify On Repeat list, with the top seven songs visible:

1 - Nevertheless, She Persisted | Audiomachine
2 - Pompeii MMXXIII | Bastille & Hans Zimmer
3 - Who Wants To Live Forever | Queen
4 - Luke and Leia | John Williams
5 - Dauntless | Audiomachine
6 - Mass Effect Theme | Jack Wall & Sam Hulick
7 - Radio Ga Ga | Queen]

No surprises here, lol.

Tagging anyone who sees this, uses Spotify, and wants to do it!

anghraine: a black and white picture of young sissy spacek and carrie fisher (subtitled 'lucy and leia') (lucy and leia (letters))
I reblogged a meme asking people what 2020 fanfic they were most proud of, and added:

#i didn't write much but #turning out a bunch of lucy chapters after years with no updates felt really good :)
anghraine: a piece of paper covered in handwriting and a fountain pen; text: writer (writing)
I reblogged the "go write three sentences on your current project" meme and tagged it:

#muahaha #i sort of did it!
anghraine: obi-wan in anh, frightening the sand people; text: damn you kids! get off my lawn! (obi-wan [off my lawn])
I reblogged an end of the year Spotify meme based in a site/app called "Judge My Spotify."

Tagged: #kjsj;afdk the epic score / two steps from hell/ queen fmk was extremely unexpected #lolololol
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
A fic meme, grabbed from[personal profile] shadaras!

Name:

Anghraine / Elizabeth

Fandoms:

Tolkien, mainly LOTR; Austen, mainly Darcy/Elizabeth; Star Wars, mainly Skywalkers and Jyn/Cassian

Where you post:

Wherever I happen to be active, but also at AO3 under anghraine.

Most popular multi-chapter fic:

Season of Courtship, the Darcy/Elizabeth engagement fic I wrote 15 years ago (but revised … maybe 7-8 years ago?). It was surpassed for a long time by some other fics, but picked up a ton of kudos/bookmarks this year for some reason, so now it’s well ahead of the rest in both bookmarks and kudos. [ETA 3/17/2024: the gap has only widened since then, idk why.]

Favorite story you’ve written so far:

That’s hard to say … I’ve written a lot. In some ways, my short P&P sequel The Letters of Elizabeth Darcy, 1796-1798 will always be a fave because it came out so closely to what I wanted it to be. But the dearest to my heart are probably always going to be my Lucy Skywalker series starring f!Luke, and my f!Darcy/m!Elizabeth fic, First Impressions.

Fic you were nervous to post:

Hmm. Perhaps Better Choice, my very flawed Faramir-goes-to-Rivendell fic, which is the first fic I posted anywhere. I thought of we get dark, only to shine because of its many taboos, but Borgias fandom was so nice that I don’t think I much worried about it, beyond hoping people would read it. IDK … I’m a very nervous person, and I definitely am on the edge of my seat after I post a fic, but I don’t think I’m usually nervous about posting fics in this sense.

How you choose your titles

They’re usually general statements of what the fic is about (“Redemption,” “Anomaly,” The Jedi and the Sith Lord), references to a quote from the canon (Season of Courtship, tolerably well acquainted), or excerpts from songs (“But Thou Didst Not Leave His Soul In Hell,” “like a storm in the desert”).

Do you outline?

Sometimes—I have some things that just start with an idea, others where it’s pretty clear in my head, but I ultimately work best when I have the structure and some details all sketched out.

Complete fics:

169, says AO3. Mostly one-shots, of course.

In progress:

Posted WIPs that I have active plans to continue at this time: once I’m writing fic again—Lucy Skywalker, tolerably well acquainted, and Fíriel (f!Faramir) are at the top of my list!

Posted WIPs that I have given up on: I’m terrible at really giving up on things, tbh. I always have scraps that I poke at and things like that. Such Terms of Cordiality is vanishingly unlikely, though.

Exchange fics due soon/unrevealed: none. I had the sense (speaking for myself) not to do exchanges this year.

WIPs that live in my fanfic folder and are incomplete and who knows when they’ll be finished: not a whole lot, actually, in the sense of things that haven’t been posted. I mostly do post my WIPs. I’ve got the companion fic to my Darcy-Fitzwilliam headcanons in the folder—we’ll see how that goes.

Coming soon/not yet started: hahahaha, nothing. I’ve got quite enough to be going with.

Do you accept prompts: not exactly, these days. I don’t mind them, and if they inspire me, I’m glad to write when I can spare the time, but at this point they don’t usually kickstart me and I just feel vaguely guilty when they do but I don’t have the time/energy, so I don’t actively invite them.

Upcoming story you are most excited to write:

It’s not a story, but there’s a scene in the Fíriel-Éowyn-Merry fic that I’m reallyyyyy looking forward to (though it only has Fíriel and Éowyn in it).

Tagging, if you want to do it: [personal profile] elperian, [personal profile] incognitajones, irresistible-revolution, [personal profile] kaz, [personal profile] ncfan
anghraine: elizabeth bennet from "austen's pride," singing her half of "the portrait song" (elizabeth (the portrait song))
I reblogged a meme about "almost names"—names your parents considered for you but didn't end up choosing. I added:

#'almost' would be putting it strongly but my dad wanted 'dorothea' for my aunt and grandmother #it is pretty! #i really like elizabeth though
anghraine: vader and luke dueling in esb (anakin and luke)
[personal profile] heckofabecca said:

Give me a 6 :)

I replied:

6. What’s your favorite piece of dialogue you wrote this year?

Heh, I wrote a lot of dialogue. It’s definitely going to come from The Jedi and the Sith Lord … okay, it’s kind of cheating, but my favorite dialogue-heavy moment was very predictably:
“Everything I’ve done has been to save the galaxy!”
“Good job,” said Lucy.
“If it weren’t for your pathetic Rebellion—”
She gave a scornful laugh. “You didn’t think it was pathetic when we blew up the Death Star and shot you out of the sky!”
“When you blew up the Death Star,” said Vader. “The Rebellion is little more than an irritant without you.”
It would be insufferably arrogant to think so. But sometimes—well, she worried about what might happen without her there, without an agent of the Force on their side, while the Empire had Vader, however ambivalent he might be. Lucy set her teeth.
“You can flatter me all you want,” she said. “Do you think it’s ever going to make a difference? If you’re waiting for that, you can just kill me already.”
“That is not your destiny,” said Vader.
She could nearly have beaten her head against the bars on his window.
“As if you don’t take destiny into your own hands all the time,” she said. “Did you call it destiny when you killed Anakin Skywalker?”
Vader’s hand unclenched.
“What?” he said.
“Oh, you thought I’d forget my father if you treated me nicely enough?” said Lucy, her voice rising. “I haven’t!”
His mask turned towards the window, as if searching for some answer in its sickly light, then turned back to her. For a moment, he simply appeared to examine her.
“No,” he said at last. “I am your father.”
For something lighter that leans less on canon … I’m fond of this, from later in the fic:

Finally, her arm went completely numb and Vader knocked the lightsaber right out of her hand. It clattered somewhere on the floor beneath them, while the red lightsaber hummed at her throat.

Lucy looked at the lightsaber, and then at Vader’s unreadable mask.
“Damn it,” she said.
He seemed—she concentrated—something like amused, or at least entertained. Lucy scowled.
“A worthy effort,” said her father.
“For a failure?”
“Yes,” he said, which wasn’t exactly encouraging. “Consider it instructive.”
Thanks,” said Lucy.
“Do you acknowledge your defeat?”
She nearly wrinkled her nose. “I guess.”
He waited, the lightsaber still inches from her skin. It was, though not frightening, certainly unsettling.
“Yes,” she grumbled. “I have fallen before your mighty skills, Lord Vader. Can I get down now?
anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
I reblogged a six degrees of separation from any celebrity meme and added:

#supposedly my great-grandmother was on speaking terms with maria von trapp #and wrote to her about how disappointing it was that her son (my grandfather) had Married Beneath Himself #said grandfather has a cousin who is a big name catholic asshole #lol fun times

anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
rain-sleet-snow said:

9 for the ask meme!

I replied:

9. If you could go back and change something about one of the fics you wrote this year, what would it be?

Ohh, interesting. I usually do just go back and change things if they bother me unless it would take substantial revision or I don’t have the time, so … honestly, I would make my Guild Wars fics a little less dependent on their games.

It’s less of an issue for pro patria (my GW2 fic; it does spend a lot of time just expanding on quests and in-game convos, but the idea of the fic was giving the PC/Althea feelings about things the game doesn’t explore, so that’s kind of the point). But the new one, the last day, is … basically just a summary of the GW1 tutorial in epistolary format, with no explanations for people who didn’t play the game or read (the long) pro patria first.

Tagged: #ascalonian grudgefic #the last day might be a different fic than pro patria but it is extremely ascalonian grudgefic #so it can share the tag

anghraine: anakin in rots looking down; text: lost (anakin [lost])
[personal profile] brynnmclean said:

For the end of the year fic writer questions, 1. What’s your personal favourite thing you wrote this year? and 7. What’s your favourite piece of description or narration?

I replied:

I answered #1 here, and for #7 … hm. It’s got to be from the Lucy fic, but I wrote a lot on it this year. One of my favorite bits of narration, though, was this:

He should have been enraged, of course. He should still be. But he only felt tired—very tired, and very old.

In a rare moment of reminiscence, Vader let himself think back. His mind flitted from the Darth Vader of this miserable day, to a reckless young Jedi Knight, to a newborn slave beneath Gardulla’s palace. Yes, he’d counted right.

He was forty-three.

anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
brambleberrycottage said:

1 and 8 for writer's ask?

I replied:

1.

My favorite thing that I posted in its entirety this year: probably the gift of men, my Eldarion/Faramir’s daughter fic that I managed to squeeze into my challenge format of seven parts of seven sentences each. It had been rolling around in my head and in scraps for a long time, even though it’s quite short, and I finally managed to get it out in a way I was happy with!

My favorite thing that I updated this year is, inevitably, the chapters of The Jedi and the Sith Lord (the current fic from my Lucy Skywalker [f!Luke] ’verse) that I added. For some reason, TROS ignited my brain and after some four years of no updates I added a ton of chapters within a few weeks.

8.

Which fic this year was the most fun to write? Hmm, it’s got to be Lucy! I just really enjoyed it—the evolving relationship between Lucy and Vader, the droids, the ~drama, the RO cameos, everything. It’s a nice change, too, because while I’m really fond of the Lucyverse, some of it has been a misery to write and this was just a great time.
anghraine: anakin, shadowed, holding a red lightsaber; text: shatterer of worlds (anakin [i am become death])
I reblogged a Spotify Wrapped meme for 2020: there had been lots of posts about the top five, but what about #6? I added:

#lol #'realm of power' by two steps from hell

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