anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
This isn't really discourse (at least, I hope not!). I really wanted to keep backing up my Tumblr posts and keeping a lot of my content over here and linking or something, but a few months ago, I ran into a single terrible problem with Dreamwidth that I never before thought about.

Even the paid premium accounts max out at 2000 tags :(

"But Elizabeth," you might say, "you don't even use tags for commentary over here, just for organization. You shouldn't need more than two thousand, surely."

And to this I would say: "shut up."

I was already deleting less essential tags to get them below 1999—for instance, extremely minor Guild Wars 2 characters I had dutifully tagged even though I suspect vanishingly few of you have the slightest interest in even major GW2 characters/ships like Marjory/Kasmeer (my beloved MMORPG f/f ship canonized in 2013; if ArenaNet doesn't animate their wedding I will revolt harder than Separatists in Ascalon), much less a barely-named character who shows up in one chapter of a 70k stylistically odd and niche GW2 fanfic. I used to tack more generally, but I don't want to give up things like my Gondor-specific tag ... or my aasimar tag ... but after so long the tags have definitely accumulated. And I don't think you can even pay for a higher number of tags than the 2000 from the premium account (which I would do! take my money, Dreamwidth!).

Anyway, at this point, any post that uses a new tag involves combing through my old tags and making decisions about what tags are really essential and it pains my soul. :( :(
anghraine: a cropped image of the official art for the mesmer class in the original guild wars game (mesmer (guild wars))
I was reading a discussion about GW2, and it was like—

person: the lore isn’t great, but the mechanics are

me, someone who has written 90k of fic driven by raw frustration with GW2′s treatment of lore: HOW DARE

Tagged: #the treatment of the first major event in the whole series is SO BAD in gw2 and yet i'm super defensive of it anyway #eternal fave
anghraine: an icon of a young woman with grey eyes and light brown skin, with brown hair piled on her head and falling around her face (althea (djarn))
An anon said:

as the year is ending I was going back through my journal of it and I found my notes for one of those "list your ten favorite female characters" memes, and one of the ones I had listed was given simply as "Althea" with no other notes or names. I couldn't remember who she was— my brain didn't have an image for her, so I knew she had to be from something text-based, but that was all I had to go on. I'd been googling and AO3 searching for days with no success. Then I saw your post and was like YEAH

I replied:

My Althea, really? I am … inexpressibly flattered, anon!

Tagged: #i'm just... #she is my girl but i did not expect her to be anyone else's!!
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
2020 fic writing post!

2020 was not my most productive year, but apart from the general state of 2020, I had a lot to do for my PhD and sleeping problems, so … /shrug. Anyway, this year—

- I got inspired by my “eh” feelings about TROS to outline a big chunk of my f!Luke series, and after (I think) four years of no updates, wrote some eighteen and a half chapters on The Jedi and the Sith Lord in something like six weeks. It’s now 67k.

- I updated my very niche Guild Wars 2 fic, pro patria, a kind of fragmented AU in which the “Missing Sister” option to say that the PC/Deborah are proud Ascalonians has a major effect on the PC’s character and story. I got Althea through a bunch of Ebonhawke/Fields of Ruin stuff, which was 50% of the motivation for writing it at all. It’s now at 89k.

- I finally finished the gift of men, the Eldarion/Faramir-and-Éowyn’s-daughter fic that has been rolling around my brain/Google Drive for years. It’s only a little over 1k, but I was really glad to get it finished and posted.

- I was overpowered with Ascalon/fuck the Searing feelings while playing the original Guild Wars and wrote a fic about the Prophecies PC’s last day (creatively called the last day) before the Searing. It’s also just over 1k and almost nobody read it, but it was really for me, so that’s okay.

- I updated tolerably well acquainted, my canon-compliant book-only P&P fic about how Elizabeth falls in love with Darcy from Pemberley onwards. Lydia just ran off with Wickham and Elizabeth reunited with Jane; I wrote about half of another chapter, but didn’t finish it. The fic as a whole is now 27k, which is kind of astounding to me tbh.

- I’d always thought of my Éowyn-meets-f!Faramir fic, we also are daughters of the great, as a one-shot, but got inspired by their canon scenes to take it further … and then got waylaid by Merry feelings? I don’t know. I also wrote about half of another chapter of this one before exams struck, so that’s partly done. I’d really like to get to the hair mingling scene! Someday. It’s 4800 words.

- I haven’t posted much of it (just this) or named it, but I started a fic about Darcy’s family (canonical and head-canonical) reacting to his engagement to Elizabeth/Elizabeth herself. It’s part of the tolerably well acquainted continuity, I think, and a kind of fun experiment with different voices. It’s 1500 words so far.

- I started a fic about Faramir’s birth and early childhood, but it stalled partway through dealing with tiny Faramir’s first dream of Númenor. I might get back to it someday. It’s 1300 words.

- I also brainstormed a Star Wars/Dungeons and Dragons fusion where Anakin is an aasimar (as are Luke and Leia), but the composite setting drifted far enough from either that it became an original fic in a universe powered by the blessings/curses of the gods. It follows a sorceress of the god of the Void who takes on the care of a troubled demigoddess. I wrote a ton of background material, but only 1200 words of actual fic.

- After only cutting things out and fixing the gaps for years, I wrote two full chapters of my original fantasy novel; I’ve decided to take out a big chunk of one of them, but even so, it’s very satisfying, and (after a lot of cuts) brought the whole thing to 72k.

And I think that’s everything!
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
rain-sleet-snow said:

9 for the ask meme!

I replied:

9. If you could go back and change something about one of the fics you wrote this year, what would it be?

Ohh, interesting. I usually do just go back and change things if they bother me unless it would take substantial revision or I don’t have the time, so … honestly, I would make my Guild Wars fics a little less dependent on their games.

It’s less of an issue for pro patria (my GW2 fic; it does spend a lot of time just expanding on quests and in-game convos, but the idea of the fic was giving the PC/Althea feelings about things the game doesn’t explore, so that’s kind of the point). But the new one, the last day, is … basically just a summary of the GW1 tutorial in epistolary format, with no explanations for people who didn’t play the game or read (the long) pro patria first.

Tagged: #ascalonian grudgefic #the last day might be a different fic than pro patria but it is extremely ascalonian grudgefic #so it can share the tag

/whistles

Jun. 13th, 2023 07:02 pm
anghraine: a close-up of the face of a gw2 female character with a dark ponytail, light skin, and dark eyes (gwen velazquez [salma])
This is niche even for me, but ... I've got this whole concept for an AU of my own Guild Wars 2 fic (which is also slightly AU and pretty specifically tailored to my interests). The new AU is not just AU in the sense that it's not consistent with the previous fic, but also ... the characters, even original characters, of the first fic all exist, it deals with similar concerns, etc etc, but a different person is the main character of the game's storyline (while Althea, the main character/PC in pro patria, becomes the love interest).

Mostly this is because Althea had the noble origin/storyline, which can be a bit obnoxious at times, and I find the street origin/storyline much more potentially interesting these days. The street origin PC is implied to have extricated herself from a bandit gang, one of her friends is an open revolutionary and the other gets dismembered for crossing the gang leader, and the PC gets vengeance through helping plot and carry out the extrajudicial murder of said gang leader.

Oh, and I always choose the backstory where your sister was a Seraph (they're a mix of soldiers defending the country and police) who got ambushed in a brutal raid and whose body was among those that couldn't be recovered or identified. But that means my character was at one point a bandit with a sister in the Seraph, and I thought these two sisters who grew up in profound poverty taking these opposite (but both flawed) paths could be really interesting, especially if they were estranged when Deborah (the sister) got ambushed.

Anyway, I started sketching out my headcanons for this AU to sort of clear out my head, and I got reasonably far along (further in the main plot than pro patria itself has, actually). But it just became increasingly fic-like as it went on, and eventually my resolve snapped. So the point of all this:

Gwen knew the Seraph would come for her one day.

She didn’t think about it too much. It was easier not to, especially after her fool of a sister went and joined up with them. Gwen and Deborah screamed at each other for an hour that day, until Deborah stormed off to her new Seraph friends and Gwen slipped away to help plan the Bloodcrow bandits’ next heist.

Gwen felt sure she’d made the better choice, whatever Deborah said about stealing from innocent people on Manor Hill. Innocent nobles, hah! In the year after that last fight with Deborah, Gwen came to regret many things about joining the Bloodcrows—but robbing nobles was not one of them. It wasn’t even hard. The way their gazes flitted past the struggling poor of Kryta and their own overworked servants, she only needed a touch of illusion to get away with everything.

So she’d always known it wouldn’t be the aristocracy who tracked her down, and it wouldn’t be their toadies in the Ministry Guard. If anyone found her, it’d be the Seraph. And most people did get found out sooner or later. It’d happen, eventually. But she was still young, only twenty, and eventually wasn’t today.

Until it was.
anghraine: an icon of a young woman with grey eyes and light brown skin, with brown hair piled on her head and falling around her face (althea (djarn))
I've played the entire GW2 personal story (for the core game) before, on my first character, but once I decided to make a main out of my fave class in both GW1 and GW2, I wanted to do it again, more carefully. It's taken... uh, years, but I'm currently in Orr and nearing the end. However, it does feel a bit strange to be playing the level 80 Orr missions while writing the Logan-Althea brotp fic with the Althea of the early game. Whiplash of the mind!

(Also, Malchor's Leap is an awful zone.)

anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan [focused])
I've gone from "ooh, Logan POV Althea fic!" to "wouldn't Logan make a spectacular disaster lesbian" in the space of 24 hours and regret pretty much nothing. Only two people have unfollowed on Tumblr, too, which is ... honestly surprising.
anghraine: a picture of a young woman from the shoulders up; she has wavy chin-length hair and a slight smile (althea)
So, on the one hand, I resisted the impulse to write GW2 fic about my new character—

—and wrote some more (2600 words, to be specific) about my old character, instead. >_<
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
Re: the last post, part of me is tempted to write a little fic about this version of the PC as well, even though I've already got so much ahead with Althea ... I probably won't, but despite sticking with the Ascalonian diaspora background for both, they're pretty different in my head.

Alexandra doesn't have the same ties to Ebonhawke, though she respects and admires its people in the abstract and that led to her decision to protect the Ebon Vanguard hospital rather than the orphanage in the commoner storyline. She's scrappier—neither an aristocrat nor a spellcaster, just clever and good with machinery and tech, prepared to seize a pistol and rush into combat for the sake of her home, where Althea is a tricky, confident mage. Deborah's "death" was still devastating, but didn't re-shape Alexandra's entire view of herself and the world as it did for the much more sheltered Althea. While Alexandra has to grit her teeth when people go on around how Ascalonians need to just get over the Searing and the conquest of much of Ascalon, her feelings about Ascalon and being Ascalonian are more complicated and amorphous than Althea's mixture of pride and nuclear rage. She and Althea do both have tastes for the fancier things of life, but it's "when I can get them" for Alexandra, while Althea always can.

tbh Alexandra is a nicer person in general, but despite all this, I'm still more attached to Althea, despite how coddled and privileged much of her life has been. It's almost a pity that the noble storyline is my fave for humans—that's why I chose it for the character who got my fave class and was inevitably going to become my main, but it does give her a sort of cushion wrt everything she suffers. Hmmm.
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
I'm too invested in my original fic stuff to usually request or commission fanfic scenes ... but if I had endless money and could choose moments from my fanfic to commission, they would probably be

- Logan Thackeray laying his hand on the shoulder of my Ascalonian human noblewoman version of the Pact Commander (though just the Hero of Shaemoor at that point, since I'm thinking of the "Missing Sister" storyline)

or

- the library scene in The Jedi and the Sith Lord where Lucy spoiler!! )
anghraine: a cropped image of the official art for the mesmer class in the original guild wars game (mesmer (guild wars))


I love GW2, but original flavour Guild Wars is just … ❤️

tag )
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
I just saw that I got another bookmark on pro patria. Now there's a whole SEVEN.

And someone on Tumblr just recced ad astra, and honestly my attachment to the two fics are about equal, so it was super nice to get both at once :)

(I mean, ad astra is better IMO and less restricted by its canon and format, but I have so many ~feelings~ about Tyria and Ascalon and my version of the PC in the specific storylines I chose that pro patria manages to be equally dear to me and its seven bookmarks weigh a lot.)
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
I posted chapters 85-91 of pro patria. No footnotes.
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
I posted chapters 78-84 of pro patria. No footnotes.
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
I posted chapters 71-77 of pro patria.

Ch 71 footnotes:

1) she was vague on the details: the GW1 PC doesn’t cover themself with glory in their dealings with the lich; they’re constantly fooled through the first half of the game.

2) The family story went that she became an agent of the Ebon Vanguard: in the GW1 expansion Guild Wars: Eye of the North, the PC has the option to become an agent of the Ebon Vanguard, gaining ascending ’[x] Agent’ titles. The game isn’t clear about what happens after that, but I imagine them (or at least Irene) sticking with the Vanguard.

3) a guild to attack Ascalonian children: an actual ambient conversation.

Ch 74 footnotes:

1) jewelry and clothes: you can develop crafting abilities in the game, including as a jeweler and a tailor, though Althea would probably just buy things.

Ch 75 footnotes:

1) At this point in the story, Althea’s standard outfit is this; the pirate costume is this.

#the pirate section is ... well. game canon and we'll leave it at that

anghraine: a screenshot of my pc in guild wars: prophecies (irene fairchild (guild wars))
I posted chapters 64-70 of pro patria.

Footnotes on Ch 70:

1) They escaped Ascalon right before the Searing, crossed the kingdom of Kryta, joined and betrayed the White Mantle, and even faced a lich lord: a very concise summary of the first Guild Wars.

2) it sounded just like our family stories: the GW2 PC can inherit certain items from the GW1 one, so with noble origin, at least, it seems entirely possible that the GW2 PC is part of the same family.

anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan [focused])
I posted chapters 57-63 of pro patria. No footnotes.
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
I posted chapters 50-56 of pro patria.

Ch 50 footnotes:

1) godsdamned krait: a particularly irritating species of snake-lizard-merfolk who attack and enslave people of other species wherever possible.

2) the Blood Witch: the krait’s champion.

3) get mesmers out of our government: Queen Jennah is a mesmer as well as Countess Anise.

Ch 51 footnotes:

1) the Shining Blade: the personal protectors of the monarch of Kryta, currently led by Countess Anise.

Ch 52 footnotes:

1) Zhaitan: one of the giant Elder Dragons wreaking havoc throughout the world—in its case, via legions of undead minions.

Ch 54 footnotes:

1) I am pleased to see you take on the duties of your high birth, Advocate: Jennah’s response is dictated by the class origin you chose in character creation.
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
I posted chapters 43-49 of pro patria.

This section is the seventh cluster of seven chapters a piece, and each of those has seven sections, and each of those has seven sentences. (I draw the line at seven words a sentence :P)

Ch 49 footnotes:

1) the Tyrian Explorers’ Society: an organization that, in-game, sends you congratulations/thanks when you finish exploring a zone.

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