anghraine: a female luke skywalker under the twin suns of tatooine from a painting by ralph mcquarrie (lucy (binary suns))
2024-05-14 11:31 pm

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Truly trivial complaints:

My birthday is coming up (the ides of March!!) and it’s a Significant Age, so people are like … you need to make a list so we have some idea of what to give you for the Significant Birthday!

Which is fair, but these days, the things I want are like … “my longtime best friend to live in the PNW again” and “my prelims to be over” and “a book cover for my perpetually unfinished novel” and “Amazon to do well by Númenor” and “a sudden desire to eat vegetables.”

I mean, there are plenty of things that occur to me in passing, but when it comes down to making a list, they all flee my mind and … ???

Tagged: #i know there are things other than money that i want #i just can't think of most of them #and the ones i can think of are prohibitively expensive so i wouldn't actually ask #hmm #hmmmmm #gw2 costumes? i'm not playing at the moment but i love them and am feeling like going back #but it seems a kind of trivial thing #i've thought one of those genetic tests would be fun but a) they're expensive and b) i know exactly where my ancestors are from #seriously though if i could pick any actually-possible thing it /would/ be money for art commissions #not just the novel ... like althea and logan or fíriel and éowyn or lucy and vader or the aasimar au or my d&d warlock ororor #this is what comes of having art ideas but no ability lol #but i can't really ask the people in my life for that #uhhhh #i don't want to read anything rn so the old reliable of books/bookstore gift cards is kind of out #cooler dice? i don't know!!
anghraine: an icon of a young woman with grey eyes and light brown skin, with brown hair piled on her head and falling around her face (althea (djarn))
2024-03-18 10:40 am

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An anon said:

as the year is ending I was going back through my journal of it and I found my notes for one of those "list your ten favorite female characters" memes, and one of the ones I had listed was given simply as "Althea" with no other notes or names. I couldn't remember who she was— my brain didn't have an image for her, so I knew she had to be from something text-based, but that was all I had to go on. I'd been googling and AO3 searching for days with no success. Then I saw your post and was like YEAH

I replied:

My Althea, really? I am … inexpressibly flattered, anon!

Tagged: #i'm just... #she is my girl but i did not expect her to be anyone else's!!
anghraine: a photo of emilie de ravin (a blonde, blue-eyed woman); text: lucy (lucy (emilie))
2024-03-18 09:39 am

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2020 fic writing post!

2020 was not my most productive year, but apart from the general state of 2020, I had a lot to do for my PhD and sleeping problems, so … /shrug. Anyway, this year—

- I got inspired by my “eh” feelings about TROS to outline a big chunk of my f!Luke series, and after (I think) four years of no updates, wrote some eighteen and a half chapters on The Jedi and the Sith Lord in something like six weeks. It’s now 67k.

- I updated my very niche Guild Wars 2 fic, pro patria, a kind of fragmented AU in which the “Missing Sister” option to say that the PC/Deborah are proud Ascalonians has a major effect on the PC’s character and story. I got Althea through a bunch of Ebonhawke/Fields of Ruin stuff, which was 50% of the motivation for writing it at all. It’s now at 89k.

- I finally finished the gift of men, the Eldarion/Faramir-and-Éowyn’s-daughter fic that has been rolling around my brain/Google Drive for years. It’s only a little over 1k, but I was really glad to get it finished and posted.

- I was overpowered with Ascalon/fuck the Searing feelings while playing the original Guild Wars and wrote a fic about the Prophecies PC’s last day (creatively called the last day) before the Searing. It’s also just over 1k and almost nobody read it, but it was really for me, so that’s okay.

- I updated tolerably well acquainted, my canon-compliant book-only P&P fic about how Elizabeth falls in love with Darcy from Pemberley onwards. Lydia just ran off with Wickham and Elizabeth reunited with Jane; I wrote about half of another chapter, but didn’t finish it. The fic as a whole is now 27k, which is kind of astounding to me tbh.

- I’d always thought of my Éowyn-meets-f!Faramir fic, we also are daughters of the great, as a one-shot, but got inspired by their canon scenes to take it further … and then got waylaid by Merry feelings? I don’t know. I also wrote about half of another chapter of this one before exams struck, so that’s partly done. I’d really like to get to the hair mingling scene! Someday. It’s 4800 words.

- I haven’t posted much of it (just this) or named it, but I started a fic about Darcy’s family (canonical and head-canonical) reacting to his engagement to Elizabeth/Elizabeth herself. It’s part of the tolerably well acquainted continuity, I think, and a kind of fun experiment with different voices. It’s 1500 words so far.

- I started a fic about Faramir’s birth and early childhood, but it stalled partway through dealing with tiny Faramir’s first dream of Númenor. I might get back to it someday. It’s 1300 words.

- I also brainstormed a Star Wars/Dungeons and Dragons fusion where Anakin is an aasimar (as are Luke and Leia), but the composite setting drifted far enough from either that it became an original fic in a universe powered by the blessings/curses of the gods. It follows a sorceress of the god of the Void who takes on the care of a troubled demigoddess. I wrote a ton of background material, but only 1200 words of actual fic.

- After only cutting things out and fixing the gaps for years, I wrote two full chapters of my original fantasy novel; I’ve decided to take out a big chunk of one of them, but even so, it’s very satisfying, and (after a lot of cuts) brought the whole thing to 72k.

And I think that’s everything!
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
2024-03-12 04:55 pm

Tumblr crosspost (9 December 2020)

rain-sleet-snow said:

9 for the ask meme!

I replied:

9. If you could go back and change something about one of the fics you wrote this year, what would it be?

Ohh, interesting. I usually do just go back and change things if they bother me unless it would take substantial revision or I don’t have the time, so … honestly, I would make my Guild Wars fics a little less dependent on their games.

It’s less of an issue for pro patria (my GW2 fic; it does spend a lot of time just expanding on quests and in-game convos, but the idea of the fic was giving the PC/Althea feelings about things the game doesn’t explore, so that’s kind of the point). But the new one, the last day, is … basically just a summary of the GW1 tutorial in epistolary format, with no explanations for people who didn’t play the game or read (the long) pro patria first.

Tagged: #ascalonian grudgefic #the last day might be a different fic than pro patria but it is extremely ascalonian grudgefic #so it can share the tag

anghraine: a picture of a young woman from the shoulders up; she has wavy chin-length hair and a slight smile (althea)
2024-03-04 01:15 pm

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I ran across the name of my GW2 PC in the Metamorphoses—Althea, who in Ovid’s version is a woman who loves her brothers enough to straight-up murder her son after he kills them in a (very stupid) fight.

(Then she stabs herself and her grief-stricken daughters get turned into guinea hens, because this is the Metamorphoses.)

Tagged: #lalwen vibes tbh
anghraine: a close-up of the face of a gw2 female character with a dark ponytail, light skin, and dark eyes (gwen velazquez [salma])
2023-06-13 07:02 pm

/whistles

This is niche even for me, but ... I've got this whole concept for an AU of my own Guild Wars 2 fic (which is also slightly AU and pretty specifically tailored to my interests). The new AU is not just AU in the sense that it's not consistent with the previous fic, but also ... the characters, even original characters, of the first fic all exist, it deals with similar concerns, etc etc, but a different person is the main character of the game's storyline (while Althea, the main character/PC in pro patria, becomes the love interest).

Mostly this is because Althea had the noble origin/storyline, which can be a bit obnoxious at times, and I find the street origin/storyline much more potentially interesting these days. The street origin PC is implied to have extricated herself from a bandit gang, one of her friends is an open revolutionary and the other gets dismembered for crossing the gang leader, and the PC gets vengeance through helping plot and carry out the extrajudicial murder of said gang leader.

Oh, and I always choose the backstory where your sister was a Seraph (they're a mix of soldiers defending the country and police) who got ambushed in a brutal raid and whose body was among those that couldn't be recovered or identified. But that means my character was at one point a bandit with a sister in the Seraph, and I thought these two sisters who grew up in profound poverty taking these opposite (but both flawed) paths could be really interesting, especially if they were estranged when Deborah (the sister) got ambushed.

Anyway, I started sketching out my headcanons for this AU to sort of clear out my head, and I got reasonably far along (further in the main plot than pro patria itself has, actually). But it just became increasingly fic-like as it went on, and eventually my resolve snapped. So the point of all this:

Gwen knew the Seraph would come for her one day.

She didn’t think about it too much. It was easier not to, especially after her fool of a sister went and joined up with them. Gwen and Deborah screamed at each other for an hour that day, until Deborah stormed off to her new Seraph friends and Gwen slipped away to help plan the Bloodcrow bandits’ next heist.

Gwen felt sure she’d made the better choice, whatever Deborah said about stealing from innocent people on Manor Hill. Innocent nobles, hah! In the year after that last fight with Deborah, Gwen came to regret many things about joining the Bloodcrows—but robbing nobles was not one of them. It wasn’t even hard. The way their gazes flitted past the struggling poor of Kryta and their own overworked servants, she only needed a touch of illusion to get away with everything.

So she’d always known it wouldn’t be the aristocracy who tracked her down, and it wouldn’t be their toadies in the Ministry Guard. If anyone found her, it’d be the Seraph. And most people did get found out sooner or later. It’d happen, eventually. But she was still young, only twenty, and eventually wasn’t today.

Until it was.
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan [focused])
2022-03-29 04:12 pm

(no subject)

I've gone from "ooh, Logan POV Althea fic!" to "wouldn't Logan make a spectacular disaster lesbian" in the space of 24 hours and regret pretty much nothing. Only two people have unfollowed on Tumblr, too, which is ... honestly surprising.
anghraine: a picture of a young woman from the shoulders up; she has wavy chin-length hair and a slight smile (althea)
2022-03-27 10:45 am

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So, on the one hand, I resisted the impulse to write GW2 fic about my new character—

—and wrote some more (2600 words, to be specific) about my old character, instead. >_<
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
2022-03-26 02:03 pm

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Re: the last post, part of me is tempted to write a little fic about this version of the PC as well, even though I've already got so much ahead with Althea ... I probably won't, but despite sticking with the Ascalonian diaspora background for both, they're pretty different in my head.

Alexandra doesn't have the same ties to Ebonhawke, though she respects and admires its people in the abstract and that led to her decision to protect the Ebon Vanguard hospital rather than the orphanage in the commoner storyline. She's scrappier—neither an aristocrat nor a spellcaster, just clever and good with machinery and tech, prepared to seize a pistol and rush into combat for the sake of her home, where Althea is a tricky, confident mage. Deborah's "death" was still devastating, but didn't re-shape Alexandra's entire view of herself and the world as it did for the much more sheltered Althea. While Alexandra has to grit her teeth when people go on around how Ascalonians need to just get over the Searing and the conquest of much of Ascalon, her feelings about Ascalon and being Ascalonian are more complicated and amorphous than Althea's mixture of pride and nuclear rage. She and Althea do both have tastes for the fancier things of life, but it's "when I can get them" for Alexandra, while Althea always can.

tbh Alexandra is a nicer person in general, but despite all this, I'm still more attached to Althea, despite how coddled and privileged much of her life has been. It's almost a pity that the noble storyline is my fave for humans—that's why I chose it for the character who got my fave class and was inevitably going to become my main, but it does give her a sort of cushion wrt everything she suffers. Hmmm.
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
2022-03-03 04:30 pm

(no subject)

I'm too invested in my original fic stuff to usually request or commission fanfic scenes ... but if I had endless money and could choose moments from my fanfic to commission, they would probably be

- Logan Thackeray laying his hand on the shoulder of my Ascalonian human noblewoman version of the Pact Commander (though just the Hero of Shaemoor at that point, since I'm thinking of the "Missing Sister" storyline)

or

- the library scene in The Jedi and the Sith Lord where Lucy spoiler!! )
anghraine: a screenshot of a young woman from the shoulders up, with fancy clothes and brown hair in a ponytail (althea (mid))
2022-01-18 07:36 am

Tumblr crosspost (11 April 2020)

I posted chapters 71-77 of pro patria.

Ch 71 footnotes:

1) she was vague on the details: the GW1 PC doesn’t cover themself with glory in their dealings with the lich; they’re constantly fooled through the first half of the game.

2) The family story went that she became an agent of the Ebon Vanguard: in the GW1 expansion Guild Wars: Eye of the North, the PC has the option to become an agent of the Ebon Vanguard, gaining ascending ’[x] Agent’ titles. The game isn’t clear about what happens after that, but I imagine them (or at least Irene) sticking with the Vanguard.

3) a guild to attack Ascalonian children: an actual ambient conversation.

Ch 74 footnotes:

1) jewelry and clothes: you can develop crafting abilities in the game, including as a jeweler and a tailor, though Althea would probably just buy things.

Ch 75 footnotes:

1) At this point in the story, Althea’s standard outfit is this; the pirate costume is this.

#the pirate section is ... well. game canon and we'll leave it at that

anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan [focused])
2022-01-10 12:40 pm

Tumblr crosspost (3 April 2020)

I crossposted Chs 22-28 of pro patria, with some footnotes:

Ch 22 notes:

1) Logan had to bend his head down every time he spoke to me: an exaggeration, but not by much; this is Althea with Logan.

2) a thin, worn, sharp-featured face, like a skritt’s: skritt are an acquisitive, rat-like species.

Ch 23 notes:

1) exploded my clones: this is less violent than it sounds like; clones are illusionary duplicates of yourself that will attack your enemies but can be voluntarily shattered for various effects, not … uh, actual people.
anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan [focused])
2021-11-19 04:17 pm

Tumblr crosspost (2 April 2020)

I crossposted Chs 15-21 of pro patria, with a few footnotes.

Ch 16 notes:

1) the guild wars: a bloody war between actual guilds that took place shortly before the first game, Guild Wars: Prophecies.

2) Anise’s vibrant hair: Anise has very long, beautiful red hair.

Ch 17 note:

1) Eitel-the-Unlovable: Zamon’s retainer is a Norn, a member of a species of giant, vaguely Scandinavian shapeshifters.

Ch 20 note:

1) Ascalonian, sir, and proud of it: the line that inspired the whole fic! It solely (as far as I know) determines Deborah’s appearance in the cinematics, but Deborah and the PC being proud Ascalonians seemed something that would profoundly influence them, given the dynamics at play in GW1/Eye of the North/GW2.

Ch 21 notes:

1) the gate to Lion’s Arch: there’s a sparkly Asura gate/portal to Lion’s Arch (the central city of the whole game) from the human home district of Divinity’s Reach.

2) jumped from waypoint to waypoint: waypoints are location markers that let you teleport between them for a price (varying by distance between them).
anghraine: a picture of a young woman from the shoulders up; she has wavy chin-length hair and a slight smile (althea)
2021-11-08 07:36 am

Tumblr crosspost (22 March 2020)

I reblogged a picture that [personal profile] heckofabecca  had created for me:



tagged: #:)))) #ascalonian grudgeblog #lmao her life is an ascalonian grudgeblog

anghraine: a picture of the flag of ebonhawke from guild wars (ebonhawke)
2020-04-11 05:21 pm

GW2 fic, 113-119

If I had to blast the life out of every Separatist in Ascalon to protect the lives of truehearted Ascalonians, then—then that was what I’d do. It was what Gwen would do.

And I’d waltz with Charr in Ashford before I saw Ebonhawke or Kryta fall.

title: pro patria (113-119/?)
verse: Ascalonian grudgefic
characters/relationships: Althea Fairchild, Vanguard Erod, Vanguard Raquel; Fianna, various Vanguard members
stuff that happens: Althea finds peace.
chapters: 1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29-35, 36-42, 43-49, 50-56, 57-63, 64-70, 71-77, 78-84, 85-91, 92-98, 99-105, 106-112

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anghraine: a picture of the flag of ebonhawke from guild wars (ebonhawke)
2020-04-09 05:46 pm

GW2 fic, 106-112


I inhaled, then strode forwards, catching sight of a couple of tables and banners before my body jerked back, my skin cold and my chest hot. I only just restrained a gasp, my hand instead flying to my sword and nearly unsheathing it.

At the opposite end of the cave stood, unmistakably, a Charr.

title: pro patria (106-112/?)
verse: Ascalonian grudgefic
characters/relationships: Althea Fairchild, Wade Samuelsson, Agent Kaela; Agent Dorian, JoAnna, various unnamed Ebonhawke residents, "Ebon Vanguard Soldier"; Althea & Samuelsson
stuff that happens: Althea is disturbed by the Separatist attack, and even more disturbed by a new acquaintance.
chapters: 1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29-35, 36-42, 43-49, 50-56, 57-63, 64-70, 71-77, 78-84, 85-91, 92-98, 99-105

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anghraine: a picture of the flag of ebonhawke from guild wars (ebonhawke)
2020-04-02 11:28 am

GW2 fic, 99-105

 

I couldn’t think, couldn’t afford to think, could only follow the overpowering instinct that said protect Ebonhawke, protect our people.

title: pro patria (99-105)
verse: Ascalonian grudgefic
characters/relationships: Althea Fairchild, Scout Leader Tahiri, Elwin Fairchild, Wade Samuelsson; Commander Varalyn, Fallen Angel Makayla, Trillia Midwell, Sergeant Manthony Porter, Champion Mad Bombardier; Althea and Tahiri, Althea and Elwin, Althea and Samuelsson
stuff that happens: Althea and Calissa practice together, and Althea faces an attack from an unexpected source.
chapters: 1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29-35, 36-42, 43-49, 50-56, 57-63, 64-70, 71-77, 78-84, 85-91, 92-98

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anghraine: a picture of the flag of ebonhawke from guild wars (ebonhawke)
2020-03-29 02:44 pm

well, it only took 60k to get here


Another soldier looked gravely at me and said,

“May you find the path home.”

“I have,” I said.

title: pro patria (92-98)
verse: Ascalonian grudgefic
characters/relationships: Althea Fairchild, Elwin Fairchild; Vanguard Moeller, Lady Maddigan, Ebon Vanguard soldiers, Ebonhawke citizens, Separatist sympathizers, Scout Leader Tahiri; Althea & Elwin
stuff that happens: Althea gets her first taste of life in Ebonhawke.
chapters: 1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29-35, 36-42, 43-49, 50-56, 57-63, 64-70, 71-77, 78-84, 85-91

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anghraine: a picture of an armoured young man with shoulder-length hair blowing in the wind (logan thackeray [full shot])
2020-03-29 01:10 pm

GW2 fic, 85-91


I knew the danger of the Risen. I’d killed hordes of them. But until that moment, I hadn’t truly grasped the power of Zhaitan, the totality of the threat posed by the dragons. I just—I hadn’t understood.

Looking at him now, I did. I would never forget this, as long as I lived.

title: pro patria (85-91)
verse: Ascalonian grudgefic
characters/relationships: Althea Fairchild, Logan Thackeray, Agent Ihan; Corporal Kellach, Countess Anise, Ailoda Langmar; Althea & Logan, Althea & Ihan
stuff that happens: Althea, Logan, Ihan, and Anise confront Kellach and deal with the aftermath, and Althea goes home.
chapters: 1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29-35, 36-42, 43-49, 50-56, 57-63, 64-70, 71-77, 78-84

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