Apr. 23rd, 2024

anghraine: luke and leia on the death star in anh, grinning; text: star wars: serious business (srs bznz (sw))
I didn’t used to mind all the posts about how hating Star Wars is part of being a SW fan, but at this point … I kind of do.

It’s fine if people have love-hate relationships with their canons. But for me, it’s not really how I relate to it these days. I don’t care for every bit of SW material, or even every bit of the subset that I personally count as canon, sure. But I don’t hate it, either, and overall, I’m a SW fan because I like Star Wars movies.

I don’t think I’m some rare unicorn, either! Some of us just don’t relate to it in that “part of being a true SW fan is knowing it sucks” way, and it’s like we’re Doing It Wrong or something.

And … nope, we’re not.

Tagged: #being a sw fan because you like it and think a lot of it is good is apparently Not Allowed #and it's so strange to me!
anghraine: vader's entrance in anh; text: i think i speak for everyone when i say mwahahahahahaha (anakin [muahahahaha])
Shout-out to all the profs who encouraged and supported me when I was in my late teens/early twenties even though I was insufferably obnoxious.

Tagged: #some of them really didn't—but some were great #at a point where i really needed encouragement

[ETA 4/23/2024: obviously I can still be obnoxious, lol, but the concentrated rage of a repressed undiagnosed autistic & bipolar 20-year-old closeted baby lesbian raised Mormon was a very distinct experience that got less intense as I altered my social world. It will always affect me, but a lot of my writing from that period is just kind of consumed in my towering frustration with almost every aspect of my life in a way that became less true over time. I do really appreciate the professors who saw past the abrasiveness of my writing to some deeper potential.]
anghraine: a cropped image of the official art for the mesmer class in the original guild wars game (mesmer (guild wars))
Anyway, I’ve got multiple things to put off, so I loaded the old Guild Wars (Propheciesgame from 2005 and … :’)



Tagged: #tumblr is stretching the screenshot so it looks weird #but i love the costumes and colors and everything #that you can get in the game #and she's doing legendary defender of ascalon so she has exactly two costume options #but i love them both!
anghraine: an x-wing starship from star wars going through hyperspace (hyperspace)
On the one hand, I didn’t check my email. On the other hand, I did upload my students’ readings and post instructions for this week, and I’m contemplating cleaning something.

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anghraine: vader and luke dueling in esb (anakin and luke)
[personal profile] incognitajones responded to this post:

I often wonder if they mean hating the *fandom* is part of being a SW fan… because, well

I replied:

The fandom is very hateable, lol, but the posts I’m talking about are definitely referring to SW itself—they’re about how good SW fans understand that SW is generally bad and have a love-hate relationship with it.
anghraine: a female half-elf with shoulder length hair in 3/4 profile (larissa (unimpressed))
I’m thinking of submitting a story to Diabolical Plots even though a) they’ve had a gazillion submissions already and b) I had to cut it down to squeak past the basic requirements, which feels like a bad sign!!

(I do think it’s better for being cut down, at least, which is something. Sometimes that makes things worse, but not this time.)
anghraine: a picture of multnomah falls in oregon: a tall waterfall with a wooden bridge connecting either side (multnomah)
I reblogged a screenshot of an official Tweet from Senator Raphael Warnock (D-GA), which includes a photograph of him standing next to his senatorial office in the Capitol with his name by the door. In the Tweet, he remarks that he was being arrested by the Capitol police for nonviolent protest the previous time he was there, and this time they were just showing him to his office there.

Tagged: #:D
anghraine: a shot of an enormous statue near a mountain from amazon's the rings of power (númenor [meneltarma])
There are various timeline glitches in Middle-earth, but I can never decide whether my favorite is:

a) Arvedui claimed the throne of Gondor as not only the son-in-law of the previous king of Gondor, but as heir of Isildur … while his own father was still alive

or

b) The Númenórean fleet that saved the Elves is supposed to be sent by Tar-Minastir, but was actually sent under Tar-Telperiën.

Tagged: #hatred or love? hmm can't choose

[ETA 4/23/2024: I don't hate either of these facts, to be clear; I hate Arvedui and love Telperiën.]
anghraine: choppy water on a misty day (sea)
Speaking of Todd in the Shadows, the bff and I were watching a different video in which he (Todd) casually mentions his respect for the music knowledge of Mic the Snare. I'd seen his videos come up for me in the algorithm and always ignored them as some corporate thing, but with Todd's recommendation, I figured I'd try some of the "Deep Discog Dives" I'd seen popping up.

They're quite good! The comedic elements in these aren't as sharp as in Todd's, but this guy seems considerably younger and the comedy is definitely a sideshow to the research and analysis of the music, so even when jokes don't quite land (and often they do), it's not a big deal.

Anyway! The concept of these turns out to be overviews of the entire discography of an artist or group—it's at once breezy and quite specific in his analysis of individual songs, so I've enjoyed the videos I've seen thus far. Naturally, I watched the Queen one, which I really enjoyed as a Queen fan. And it was cool to see someone give the Innuendo album the respect I feel it deserves! People often focus on the 70s albums and talk like the 80s (and 90s!) albums are mediocre sell-out letdowns, but Mic the Snare recommended Innuendo along with the big 70s albums everyone knows. And he didn't even mention "The Show Must Go On" when talking about how great it is. A rather weird omission, but it was cool to see someone talk about the rest of the album.

I was curious if there'd been some larger re-evaluation of Innuendo and read an article in Rolling Stone about it, which was a bit surreal given how persistently shitty Rolling Stone was about Queen in Freddie's lifetime. There was a bit about Freddie's stated determination to work until he dropped, which of course feels different in light of him doing exactly that while dying of AIDS, but idk, there's a weird tenor to the article IMO. I kept thinking "no thanks to you."

As I typed this, I was actually thinking about how much I love the later Queen material and was curious how many of my personal favorite songs are from the 80s or 90s. Naturally, I do have a Queen playlist of my personal ranking of Queen or Queen-adjacent songs—not as some claim to objective quality, just personal enjoyment and affection. I figured I'd listen to it again and see if my top faves actually do skew in any particular direction, so here's my personal Top 20!
  1. Under Pressure | Queen and David Bowie (1981)
  2. The Show Must Go On | Queen (1991)
  3. Who Wants To Live Forever | Queen (1986)
  4. Ensueño | Freddie Mercury and Montserrat Caballé (1987)
  5. Bohemian Rhapsody | Queen (1975)
  6. Barcelona | Freddie Mercury and Montserrat Caballé (1987)
  7. Crazy Little Thing Called Love | Queen (1979)
  8. Radio Ga Ga | Queen (1984)
  9. Don't Stop Me Now | Queen (1979)
  10. Princes of the Universe | Queen (1986)
  11. Seven Seas of Rhye | Queen (1973)
  12. '39 | Queen (1976)
  13. I'm Going Slightly Mad | Queen (1991)
  14. These Are The Days of Our Lives | Queen (1991)
  15. Love of My Life | Queen (1975)
  16. Somebody To Love | Queen (1976)
  17. We Will Rock You & We Are The Champions | Queen (1977; I know they're separate songs technically but shhhhh)
  18. Another One Bites the Dust | Queen (1980)
  19. I Want to Break Free | Queen (1984)
  20. The Millionaire Waltz | Queen (1976)

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