anghraine: a shot of galadriel from amazon's rings of power with her head wrapped and a star attached to her shoulder (galadriel [ice])
I managed to integrate a lot of tangents into last night's infodump on Númenórean pregnancy because it turned up so many interesting sort-of related things, but there were STILL MORE details that I couldn't work in but was delighted in various ways by. A list:

1. Tolkien struggled to make the Maeglin story work with the developmental scheme he was trying to mathematically pin down for Elves, given that Maeglin's history requires him to be born much later than most of the other Elves of his generation. Tolkien concluded that Maeglin had to be an adult, but that he would have been very young in Elvish terms, and this is part of the reason Idril was so unsettled by his interest in her. He wasn't a literal child but he was kind of a kid from Idril's POV.

2. SPEAKING of Maeglin's history, another idea Tolkien came up with to deal with the Maeglin problem was the idea that Maeglin actually isn't that much younger, but instead, Aredhel was either persuaded or trapped by Eöl before ever reaching Aman! In this case, the "Dark Elf" descriptor for Eöl would have no racial subtext whatsoever—Eöl would not be Avari or Sindarin at all, but another Noldo who refused to finish the journey to Valinor and thus never saw the light of the Two Trees. The implication of Noldorin Exiles calling him "Dark Elf" is less "Sinda" and more "loser."

3. Tolkien makes a couple of errors in trying to figure out the math. Some of those mistakes are the math, or at least numerical (Arwen's birth year gave him a lot of trouble, more on this further down), but he also does things like mixing up Elenwë and Anairë at one point. IDK, there's so much hagiography in Tolkien discourse that it's kind of endearing to see him making ordinary writerly mistakes.

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anghraine: vader's entrance in anh; text: i think i speak for everyone when i say mwahahahahahaha (anakin [muahahahaha])
Shout-out to all the profs who encouraged and supported me when I was in my late teens/early twenties even though I was insufferably obnoxious.

Tagged: #some of them really didn't—but some were great #at a point where i really needed encouragement

[ETA 4/23/2024: obviously I can still be obnoxious, lol, but the concentrated rage of a repressed undiagnosed autistic & bipolar 20-year-old closeted baby lesbian raised Mormon was a very distinct experience that got less intense as I altered my social world. It will always affect me, but a lot of my writing from that period is just kind of consumed in my towering frustration with almost every aspect of my life in a way that became less true over time. I do really appreciate the professors who saw past the abrasiveness of my writing to some deeper potential.]
anghraine: shmi in tpm; text: full of grace (shmi [gratia plena])
I got a follower who I thought might be a bot, but I checked their blog out of morbid curiosity and their most recent post was about how stupid “Mary, Did You Know?” is, so they’re good by me.

Tagged: #IT'S SO STUPID #my mother has it on her playlist so i hear it everyyyyy year and i'm trying not to dampen her spirits or whatnot #while internally like ... how could mary not know??? did she just forget????????
anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
This post only makes sense in context, so:

Firstly, DaftLimmy on Twitter said:

People should be born Cancelled. And you've got to spend your whole life trying to Walk It Back.

Roo Honeychild, still on Twitter, responded:

it's called Catholicism

Hozier (yes, that Hozier) left a like on that response.

angelsaxis on Tumblr posted the screenshot of all three, and captioned it:

Today on Hozier liked

My friend ameliarating, who is Jewish, said:

#sounds like all of christianity? but I don't know enough to know #christian friends #is this just catholicism?

I responded:

Not all Christian sects subscribe to the doctrine, though more than just Catholics do. It is really strongly associated w/ Catholicism, however.

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anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
Twitter is terrible, but where else am I going to find random conservative Catholics directly telling the Pope that he’s a Marxist tool of Satan??

Tagged: #it's very soothing #1/3 of my family are super conservative catholics and it's just ... lol

[ETA 3/4/2024: RIP to a more innocent time]
anghraine: a picture of grey-white towers starting to glow yellow in the rising sun (minas anor)
Quora sent me a response about Aragorn’s claim to the throne that heavily downplayed the Stewards while completely overlooking some very salient elements of the original claim (like, Arvedui claiming to be the rightful king of Gondor under a misrepresentation of Númenórean law while his father was alive)

And then the first annoying response came from

Orson Scott Card

Tagged: #i mean. i already despised him but apparently he's on lotr threads on quora now #he wrote my favorite writing book as a young closeted lds writer so i'm very ADJKFKJADFK;ADFJKAGHHHH about him generally #WILL I NEVER BE FREE
anghraine: cassian and jyn looking at each other doubtfully on jedha (jyn and cassian [skeptical])
Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of metallic snowflake and ornaments. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

Okay, this one is also weirdly, well, challenging!

IceBreaker Challenge! Tell us about yourself.

It feels like I do that all the time, lol, but (even though I'm not posting in the community's comments—lingering shyness, I guess) I guess it can be handy to have in one place. Okay. I think I'll do this one as a bulleted list for convenience. Stuff about me:
  • My name is Elizabeth (most people know me as Anghraine and a few know my family nickname, but any of these are fine).
  • I'm in my 30s. (Still. Somehow.)
  • I'm a PhD student in English literature, hopefully in my final semester. I complain about my dissertation pretty regularly.
  • Like many people in fandom, I'm very opinionated, frequently about things that seem trivial to other people.
  • I'm US American and politically a progressive Democrat.
  • My home is the Pacific Northwest and love it dearly.
  • I don't like most of my appearance, but I do have dark hair and grey eyes, which give me a bit of joy as a Tolkien fan.
  • I'm a grey-ace lesbian & she/her or they/their pronouns are both fine. My sense of gender is both very clear (no intrinsic gender) and very muddy (AFAB and in the habit of alignment with women for various reasons, but it's complicated), so I tend to veer between "eh, whatever" and "????????" as far as gender goes.
  • I have three parents—my mother, my (adoptive) father, my (biological) father, and since I have ties to all of them (though much stronger to the first two), it's not always clear which father I'm talking about. My adoptive father is Mexican-American and my bio father is Greek/Irish-American, both of which come up sometimes for family reasons.
  • I don't talk about it a whole lot, but I was raised Mormon (by my mother and adoptive father), while my bio father is Catholic, and this has definitely impacted my particular experience of US Christianity. I'm personally agnostic.
  • I'm bipolar and autistic, and relatedly, tend to veer between not doing much and super-intense posting.
  • I've been active in fandom since about 2003, when I delurked at the Faramir/Éowyn Emyn Arnen forums (I also stealth shipped Faramir/Aragorn, but didn't admit it then :P). My main OTP is Elizabeth/Darcy (book versions). I also love the Star Wars OT (with the prequels and, some days, TFA+TLJ along for the ride) and Rogue One a lot (I've had various SW ships over the years, but nothing really compares to the greatness of Jyn/Cassian; my other SW faves are Luke, Anakin, and Leia). I only intermittently still talk about Legend of Korra, but it's never left my heart (Korra, Noatak/Amon, Tarrlok, and Kuvira <33333).
  • It's not the only thing I do, but I especially love genderbending my favorite male characters to women.
  • Dreamwidth is not the place I post most often, but it is my favorite place to post (icons, f-lock, normalizing long-form conversations...).
anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (cèsar [il principe])
Shout-out to my man Erasmus for his take on Giuliano della Rovere/Pope Julius II, c. 1517:

But when nations and their rulers have been carrying on riotous raids and counter-raids for years on end, what happens then to the papal authority, once second only to that of Christ himself? It might be exercised even here, if the popes were not held in the grip of the same passions. Let the pope call for war, he is obeyed at once; when he calls for peace, why isn’t he obeyed the same way? If the princes were so eager for peace, why did they obey Julius in his belligerent outbursts yet pay hardly any attention to Leo when he spoke out for peace? If the pope’s authority is sacred, it ought to be particularly so whenever he urges the same things as Christ originally proposed. The princes who listened to Julius when he called for that awful war but then couldn’t hear Leo when he called for Christian concord were practically admitting that, while using the church as a smoke-screen, they were really serving their own appetites.

anghraine: shmi in tpm; text: full of grace (shmi [gratia plena])
but I have to share the Tumblr call-out of the day:

The Virgin Mary is problematic

(I was [mostly] raised Mormon, I know all the theological reasons that a large chunk of Christianity considers veneration of Mary to be legitimately appalling. But going on anon at Tumblr all "she has flaws tho" and "ugh @ fans who won't admit that she's got problems" and "it's so important, guys, she's a sinner and it's actually super problematic" about Mary? I am weirdly charmed.)

anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (Default)
I've discovered that I don't hate religion, per se, just mine. Um, yay.

But seriously. A teacher explaining that there has only ever been one universally accepted model of marriage until now as the lesson to be learned from Abraham's family is so horrifically wrong that, in retrospect, it starts coming around the other side. That family tree is the simplified version I made to help me sort out the main characters. Now I wish I'd drawn it on the board.

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Title: First Impressions (8/13, 9/13)

Fanverse: First Impressions

Blurb: Henry finishes his trip to Hunsford, discusses the fallout with Jane, then goes with the Gardiners to Pemberley and gets another harsh dose of reality.

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Chapter Eight )

Chapter Nine )
anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (lucy skywalker)
My Bible-as-literature class, which I'm taking for the pre-1800 lit credit I need, is going to be hilarious. It's online, but we're divided into groups and can only see what's in our own groups, and mine's composed of four or five deeply religious people, four or five firm atheists, and me. Our first assignment, after introductions, was to describe a covenant in Genesis and then decide what kind of god God would be like if he were unquestionably a fictional character. Of course the responses were divided between "genocidal maniac" and "exemplar of benevolence and tolerance."

I went for "shining example of blue and orange morality," myself.

Anyway, finishing up Lucy and moving on to my baby next.

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Title: The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker (9/10, 10/10)

Fanverse: The Adventures of Lucy Skywalker

Blurb: Leia commandeers Lucy and they share some girl-talk (hair, clothes, murder, politics -- you know, the usual); Han delivers a game-changing revelation, and then cliffhanger.

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Chapter Nine )Chapter Ten )
anghraine: sherlock holmes [benedick cumberbatch]; text: i'm bored & your porn is boring (sherlock)
Adding another (non-serial!) one, because, uh, drabble bargains are sacred, and I don't very many will take me up on it anyway.

Drabble meme

Every person who wants to gets to request a drabble from me. In return, you have to post this in your journal and write a drabble for me.

Post all fandoms you're willing to write for. Your friends can pick a relationship, a story arc, a missing scene, or pretty much anything they want, unless the author has previously mentioned that they will not write it. They comment with what they want, and you write drabbles and post it in your LiveJournal.

Fandoms: Austen, Harry Potter, Middle-earth, and Star Wars; you can ask for anything from the canons (er, primary canons) or any of my stories yes, Austen friends, even that one

SW meme )

Asexuality meme )

Fanfic meme )
anghraine: vader extending his lightsaber; text: and now for the airing of grievances! (twins [laughing and half-divine])
Between family tragedy, a shoddy English essay that cited many sources but never got around to what I actually meant to say, no progress on uploading my bookmarks to delicious, and a Spanish final consisting almost entirely of the subjunctive, today has not been a good day.  So, here are things I've found, which are cool. 

Warning: no TV Tropes (well, links at any rate), maybe a teensy bit picspammy, religion (mine, and complaining about it), lots of CAPSLOCKS and italics
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